Taylor Ortega

Also, because I've said this before, like, I'm not a, I don't really get big sobs.

Like, I'm not a big sobber.

So sometimes, like, yeah, a verbal tirade is, like, feels so good.

It feels so validating.

It feels so validating.

You're like, I know I'm in the wrong, but I gotta.

Like, I know I sound foolish.

But I love you.

In a lot of ways.

And certainly wrongs.

For sure.

Also, once you get a little older, it is kind of like...

When I was younger, I was never sure what was up, what was down, and so you'll feel a big feeling, you'll feel angry, you'll feel sad, you'll feel whatever, and you're like, I could be wrong about everything.

And then the older you get, you know when you're being crazy, and you know when your behavior is like,

you know when you're being out of pocket you know when you're being um in my home we call it like me and my my partner we go i'm being bad i'm the bad one today i'm acting bad you were acting bad last week you maybe had a week of acting bad and like you know you're being stubborn you know you're in the wrong and i the older you get the more it's like well i'm still gonna like need to get this out but yeah that's what you know i know true it's so freeing too and then you can have a little winky moment where you go i'm being kind of bad this week

And it feels sort of like, when you're younger and your friend is doing that,

It's almost like building a bad habit in you where you go, I have to speak up to my friend.

Right?

Like, I can't just allow her to do whatever.

Like, it almost builds a habit where you're like, no, definitely.