Taylor Ortega

Am I scared of her?

Am I scared to tell her?

You don't want to build this dynamic.

Am I afraid?

Is she in charge of me?

You know?

Where now it's like, you can say, hey, I think we can't act.

I was scared of almost all my friends when I was young.

Or you'd get access to a cool new group of girls or something.

You'd be like, I can't speak my mind here.

And I'm going to pretend to absolutely be someone that I'm not.

I don't want to end up being the funny one who helps them with their academic appeals.

Maybe I'll be the leader.

I mean, it was two years ago, almost exactly, that I was on a job in Italy.

in Rome, Roma.

And I did an audition tape for it, and I remember, I don't know how all of the industry side stuff works, but whenever I get an audition, my brain kind of runs through, not in a totally emotionless way, you're just like, this is something I could reasonably get, or no, they'll probably go with someone bigger.

You just know where you slot in a little bit, and you start to learn.

And you do mostly auditions that you don't get.

So it doesn't really feel like anything.

But I got it and I read it.