Taylor

Positions he likes, like it sounds a lot of like very selfish, but if just like you said, triggers, certain things will trigger him.

So it's been very mundane, but because he says he needs it, I don't know how to describe it.

I find him very attractive.

I do enjoy it.

I, I would like to do more, but I was okay with it because I felt fulfilled in every other aspect of our life.

Like different positions and not scheduling sex and not always in the bedroom and, you know, maybe doing role playing, things like that.

He doesn't want to.

No, no.

Because then that's when he feels out of control.

And then he feels like he'll get in his head and things like that.

But when we first started dating, we did do all those exciting things.

It was not scheduled.

It was random in the kitchen, on the couch, like all these fun things.

Previously, no.

So since this whole thing happened,

Yes.

Yes.

Only because now he's open.

No, I'm questioning if I can trust him again, if I can get to that point of doing it again.

But I am a classic ruminator.