The Host

Doing that thing that is going to solve it because I did that thing. Oh, I did it. I remember I saw so many people having the college experience that you see on TV. I was like, okay, I'm going to do that. That's what I need to do. Everyone's doing it. I addressed the fear and I thought I addressed it in the right way. I'm like, I'm going to go to a school. I'm going to try to, you know, fit in.

I'm trying to go out, meet people, you know what I'm saying? Live that life. And I went to a college. And I felt more of it. I felt more FOMO. How is that even possible? I went to the place. I was there. But then I realized what the FOMO actually meant for me. It was the fear of It was the fear of not believing that what I was doing and that my path was important.

I'm trying to go out, meet people, you know what I'm saying? Live that life. And I went to a college. And I felt more of it. I felt more FOMO. How is that even possible? I went to the place. I was there. But then I realized what the FOMO actually meant for me. It was the fear of It was the fear of not believing that what I was doing and that my path was important.

I'm trying to go out, meet people, you know what I'm saying? Live that life. And I went to a college. And I felt more of it. I felt more FOMO. How is that even possible? I went to the place. I was there. But then I realized what the FOMO actually meant for me. It was the fear of It was the fear of not believing that what I was doing and that my path was important.

That was really where this fear stemmed from. Because I liked what I was doing at the community college. Yes, it was rough at times, but I had so much time to focus on my own projects. I had so much time to journal, reflect, and actually ask myself the questions that were necessary in order to know, okay, where do I want to go in five years' time? Where do I want to go in 10 years' time?

That was really where this fear stemmed from. Because I liked what I was doing at the community college. Yes, it was rough at times, but I had so much time to focus on my own projects. I had so much time to journal, reflect, and actually ask myself the questions that were necessary in order to know, okay, where do I want to go in five years' time? Where do I want to go in 10 years' time?

That was really where this fear stemmed from. Because I liked what I was doing at the community college. Yes, it was rough at times, but I had so much time to focus on my own projects. I had so much time to journal, reflect, and actually ask myself the questions that were necessary in order to know, okay, where do I want to go in five years' time? Where do I want to go in 10 years' time?

I had so much freedom to travel and go around. And the things that I... you know, utilized while I had this experience, I took them for granted because now in this new place, I had to succumb to this college lifestyle. I couldn't travel as much. I couldn't go and visit my friends all across the country whenever I wanted to. Uh-uh.

I had so much freedom to travel and go around. And the things that I... you know, utilized while I had this experience, I took them for granted because now in this new place, I had to succumb to this college lifestyle. I couldn't travel as much. I couldn't go and visit my friends all across the country whenever I wanted to. Uh-uh.

I had so much freedom to travel and go around. And the things that I... you know, utilized while I had this experience, I took them for granted because now in this new place, I had to succumb to this college lifestyle. I couldn't travel as much. I couldn't go and visit my friends all across the country whenever I wanted to. Uh-uh.

All of that was gone because I had school, because I had classes, and they were in person. Then it became... a realization of, okay, this fear, this fear is just me doubting myself. That's really what it is. It's me doubting that my path is mine and that it will work out. And instead what I am doing is I'm taking this doubt. I am internalizing it.

All of that was gone because I had school, because I had classes, and they were in person. Then it became... a realization of, okay, this fear, this fear is just me doubting myself. That's really what it is. It's me doubting that my path is mine and that it will work out. And instead what I am doing is I'm taking this doubt. I am internalizing it.

All of that was gone because I had school, because I had classes, and they were in person. Then it became... a realization of, okay, this fear, this fear is just me doubting myself. That's really what it is. It's me doubting that my path is mine and that it will work out. And instead what I am doing is I'm taking this doubt. I am internalizing it.

I'm looking at somebody else and being like, dang, they seem to have it figured out. Dang, that's what I want. A good bit of them now are wandering through their lives aimlessly. They don't have any idea of what they even want to try. There's no clue. No, no clue. Because a lot of that time was spent indulging in a lifestyle that That delays any kind of thinking. That's like the truth.

I'm looking at somebody else and being like, dang, they seem to have it figured out. Dang, that's what I want. A good bit of them now are wandering through their lives aimlessly. They don't have any idea of what they even want to try. There's no clue. No, no clue. Because a lot of that time was spent indulging in a lifestyle that That delays any kind of thinking. That's like the truth.

I'm looking at somebody else and being like, dang, they seem to have it figured out. Dang, that's what I want. A good bit of them now are wandering through their lives aimlessly. They don't have any idea of what they even want to try. There's no clue. No, no clue. Because a lot of that time was spent indulging in a lifestyle that That delays any kind of thinking. That's like the truth.

I'm just giving one perspective. I think it's so important to live up your youth and like do those things. I do those things. I love it. I love going to a good party. I love hanging out. I love, you know, doing some dancing, some impromptu trip planning. I love all of that. But I also do love knowing that I'm doing something for me at the end of the day.

I'm just giving one perspective. I think it's so important to live up your youth and like do those things. I do those things. I love it. I love going to a good party. I love hanging out. I love, you know, doing some dancing, some impromptu trip planning. I love all of that. But I also do love knowing that I'm doing something for me at the end of the day.

I'm just giving one perspective. I think it's so important to live up your youth and like do those things. I do those things. I love it. I love going to a good party. I love hanging out. I love, you know, doing some dancing, some impromptu trip planning. I love all of that. But I also do love knowing that I'm doing something for me at the end of the day.

Like, I have some kind of goal or some kind of aspiration that is very much entrenched in what I want to do. Because the biggest fear that I addressed, right, was not... living up to my full potential. That's the biggest fear. And I think a lot of us share that fear. A lot of us maybe have this kind of voice in our head that's telling us, no, no, no, we're a little bit different.