The Host

I was so willing to let this fear temporarily kind of sit on me and, you know, just be like, okay, this is really weighing me down right now. This feels like it's a lot of pressure. I'm not going to feel comfortable when I do this, but I know that afterwards, like the fear is temporary and worst case, it doesn't work out.

I was so willing to let this fear temporarily kind of sit on me and, you know, just be like, okay, this is really weighing me down right now. This feels like it's a lot of pressure. I'm not going to feel comfortable when I do this, but I know that afterwards, like the fear is temporary and worst case, it doesn't work out.

I was so willing to let this fear temporarily kind of sit on me and, you know, just be like, okay, this is really weighing me down right now. This feels like it's a lot of pressure. I'm not going to feel comfortable when I do this, but I know that afterwards, like the fear is temporary and worst case, it doesn't work out.

worst thing she can say is no bro I mean worst thing you know she could chew me out on the phone and she could be like you're terrible and you know insult me but that's also listening to the fear that's also letting the parts of the fear that are like the scariest you know hyper fixating on that it's not seeing the other perspective at all which is like you know the faith of a certain situation

worst thing she can say is no bro I mean worst thing you know she could chew me out on the phone and she could be like you're terrible and you know insult me but that's also listening to the fear that's also letting the parts of the fear that are like the scariest you know hyper fixating on that it's not seeing the other perspective at all which is like you know the faith of a certain situation

worst thing she can say is no bro I mean worst thing you know she could chew me out on the phone and she could be like you're terrible and you know insult me but that's also listening to the fear that's also letting the parts of the fear that are like the scariest you know hyper fixating on that it's not seeing the other perspective at all which is like you know the faith of a certain situation

And being like, well, you know what? Yeah, yeah, I'm afraid that things might go wrong, but what if it went right? What if I just go at this at an angle of honesty? I have nothing to hide. What if we come to a agreement? What if we actually hear each other out and we rekindle a friendship?

And being like, well, you know what? Yeah, yeah, I'm afraid that things might go wrong, but what if it went right? What if I just go at this at an angle of honesty? I have nothing to hide. What if we come to a agreement? What if we actually hear each other out and we rekindle a friendship?

And being like, well, you know what? Yeah, yeah, I'm afraid that things might go wrong, but what if it went right? What if I just go at this at an angle of honesty? I have nothing to hide. What if we come to a agreement? What if we actually hear each other out and we rekindle a friendship?

what if i choose to be honest about how i feel about things and i don't run away from it that was a big fear for me too i used to be very avoidant growing up i i felt like a lot of disagreements and a lot of like arguing was was kind of not a good thing at least in my eyes which i think you you need to argue sometimes you need to have disagreements now

what if i choose to be honest about how i feel about things and i don't run away from it that was a big fear for me too i used to be very avoidant growing up i i felt like a lot of disagreements and a lot of like arguing was was kind of not a good thing at least in my eyes which i think you you need to argue sometimes you need to have disagreements now

what if i choose to be honest about how i feel about things and i don't run away from it that was a big fear for me too i used to be very avoidant growing up i i felt like a lot of disagreements and a lot of like arguing was was kind of not a good thing at least in my eyes which i think you you need to argue sometimes you need to have disagreements now

there's a healthy way of doing it and i think a lot of the times we let emotions kind of just like take control of what we say and we end up saying some really messed up things i think a lot of hurtful things can be attributed to just people who are overly emotional and they were they were they were um digging deep into their bag and like finding other other things you know to throw at you they wanted to throw a marble at you

there's a healthy way of doing it and i think a lot of the times we let emotions kind of just like take control of what we say and we end up saying some really messed up things i think a lot of hurtful things can be attributed to just people who are overly emotional and they were they were they were um digging deep into their bag and like finding other other things you know to throw at you they wanted to throw a marble at you

there's a healthy way of doing it and i think a lot of the times we let emotions kind of just like take control of what we say and we end up saying some really messed up things i think a lot of hurtful things can be attributed to just people who are overly emotional and they were they were they were um digging deep into their bag and like finding other other things you know to throw at you they wanted to throw a marble at you

You know, it was going to cause you to be like, oh, you know, I heard a little bit. But instead they reach into their bag. They took out a brick and a hammer and they just chucked it at you. And you're like, where is this coming from? Like, how is this even fair? You know. But I've learned that. My fear of addressing certain situations is.

You know, it was going to cause you to be like, oh, you know, I heard a little bit. But instead they reach into their bag. They took out a brick and a hammer and they just chucked it at you. And you're like, where is this coming from? Like, how is this even fair? You know. But I've learned that. My fear of addressing certain situations is.

You know, it was going to cause you to be like, oh, you know, I heard a little bit. But instead they reach into their bag. They took out a brick and a hammer and they just chucked it at you. And you're like, where is this coming from? Like, how is this even fair? You know. But I've learned that. My fear of addressing certain situations is.

It was, it was causing me to run away from those situations. It was causing me to like, not want to, to avoid it. It was causing me to entirely avoid it. And that just, that was really, really detrimental because there were a lot of moments in my life where I wish I could have stood up for myself, where I wish I could have been like, Hey, I don't like this. Where I just chose to be silent.

It was, it was causing me to run away from those situations. It was causing me to like, not want to, to avoid it. It was causing me to entirely avoid it. And that just, that was really, really detrimental because there were a lot of moments in my life where I wish I could have stood up for myself, where I wish I could have been like, Hey, I don't like this. Where I just chose to be silent.