Trisha Paytas

a shell of a human i was i was better off when i was dating a bunch of but going on dates rather than being with one guy that has your claws and you that's so like manipulative and like emotionally or physically abusive whatever it is like the worst calling you crazy judging what you eat connie how many nuggets you eat it's like that to me and i thought i was like so in love and then you look back and you're like oh my god this person like hated me but i was trying so hard everything i could and i'm like and it's happened yeah it's happened i've only been in like two relationships so it's like both my relationships you had a man that would count how many chicken nuggets you would eat

what on camera no yeah it's like still out there it's like compilations of all the time yeah it's like that to me is the most traumatic thing of my life i've been kidnapped probably over 40 times but that was the most traumatizing thinking about it i like disassociate right now i'm like oh no i like get scared i don't know it's like such a weird thing you're like leave me the fuck alone let me eat my nuggets in peace you piece of shit it was

what on camera no yeah it's like still out there it's like compilations of all the time yeah it's like that to me is the most traumatic thing of my life i've been kidnapped probably over 40 times but that was the most traumatizing thinking about it i like disassociate right now i'm like oh no i like get scared i don't know it's like such a weird thing you're like leave me the fuck alone let me eat my nuggets in peace you piece of shit it was

what on camera no yeah it's like still out there it's like compilations of all the time yeah it's like that to me is the most traumatic thing of my life i've been kidnapped probably over 40 times but that was the most traumatizing thinking about it i like disassociate right now i'm like oh no i like get scared i don't know it's like such a weird thing you're like leave me the fuck alone let me eat my nuggets in peace you piece of shit it was

It's like so – it's actually like traumatizing. When I think back, I'm like, oh my God. And to this day, I literally had a cry the other night like we were eating pasta. Like something triggered me from like that relationship and I was just like, And it's so weird.

It's like so – it's actually like traumatizing. When I think back, I'm like, oh my God. And to this day, I literally had a cry the other night like we were eating pasta. Like something triggered me from like that relationship and I was just like, And it's so weird.

It's like so – it's actually like traumatizing. When I think back, I'm like, oh my God. And to this day, I literally had a cry the other night like we were eating pasta. Like something triggered me from like that relationship and I was just like, And it's so weird.

Like I'm so, like I never think about it or whatever, but there's like this, like I was eating this pasta and I was like, oh my God, I just started like crying. And I was just like, I feel like a disgusting person for eating this. And my husband is like so great. He's just like pasta is like the most like popular food. It's in every country. Like what? Like it's totally normal for you to eat this.

Like I'm so, like I never think about it or whatever, but there's like this, like I was eating this pasta and I was like, oh my God, I just started like crying. And I was just like, I feel like a disgusting person for eating this. And my husband is like so great. He's just like pasta is like the most like popular food. It's in every country. Like what? Like it's totally normal for you to eat this.

Like I'm so, like I never think about it or whatever, but there's like this, like I was eating this pasta and I was like, oh my God, I just started like crying. And I was just like, I feel like a disgusting person for eating this. And my husband is like so great. He's just like pasta is like the most like popular food. It's in every country. Like what? Like it's totally normal for you to eat this.

I repost that on my Instagram all the time.

I repost that on my Instagram all the time.

I repost that on my Instagram all the time.

I eat pasta every day. Usually I don't care. And then like, I don't know. There are days. Started a spiral for some reason.

I eat pasta every day. Usually I don't care. And then like, I don't know. There are days. Started a spiral for some reason.

I eat pasta every day. Usually I don't care. And then like, I don't know. There are days. Started a spiral for some reason.

So many. So many. That was that was rock bottom moment. And like when I was 19, that happened. Like I literally I live next to his name was Christopher Dennis. He was the Hollywood Superman. There's a documentary made about him. And he he recently passed. He was so sad. But he he found me just completely like.

So many. So many. That was that was rock bottom moment. And like when I was 19, that happened. Like I literally I live next to his name was Christopher Dennis. He was the Hollywood Superman. There's a documentary made about him. And he he recently passed. He was so sad. But he he found me just completely like.

So many. So many. That was that was rock bottom moment. And like when I was 19, that happened. Like I literally I live next to his name was Christopher Dennis. He was the Hollywood Superman. There's a documentary made about him. And he he recently passed. He was so sad. But he he found me just completely like.

in piss and shit all this stuff because my my apartment didn't even have a doorknob it was on uh yucca and highland there was like no doorknob i think it's still there it's like behind a liquor store now and he like found me and like my dad and i hadn't talked for like two and a half years at this point and i don't know how i don't know if he called him whatever but my dad like showed up took me to like riverside hospital i was in there for like three weeks in like 2007 2008