Trisha Paytas

in piss and shit all this stuff because my my apartment didn't even have a doorknob it was on uh yucca and highland there was like no doorknob i think it's still there it's like behind a liquor store now and he like found me and like my dad and i hadn't talked for like two and a half years at this point and i don't know how i don't know if he called him whatever but my dad like showed up took me to like riverside hospital i was in there for like three weeks in like 2007 2008

in piss and shit all this stuff because my my apartment didn't even have a doorknob it was on uh yucca and highland there was like no doorknob i think it's still there it's like behind a liquor store now and he like found me and like my dad and i hadn't talked for like two and a half years at this point and i don't know how i don't know if he called him whatever but my dad like showed up took me to like riverside hospital i was in there for like three weeks in like 2007 2008

And yeah, and then I kind of got a little better. Then my dad was trying to get me back to go to college. Did that for like six months and then I moved back out again. My mom came out. So, but that was a rock bottom. And then 2019 was my rock, rock bottom. 2019 was my, I was in three mental hospitals, I that's when I was like really hardcore to Matt.

And yeah, and then I kind of got a little better. Then my dad was trying to get me back to go to college. Did that for like six months and then I moved back out again. My mom came out. So, but that was a rock bottom. And then 2019 was my rock, rock bottom. 2019 was my, I was in three mental hospitals, I that's when I was like really hardcore to Matt.

And yeah, and then I kind of got a little better. Then my dad was trying to get me back to go to college. Did that for like six months and then I moved back out again. My mom came out. So, but that was a rock bottom. And then 2019 was my rock, rock bottom. 2019 was my, I was in three mental hospitals, I that's when I was like really hardcore to Matt.

There was two guys that I dated who both have since passed from overdoses. And yeah, I was just I was just wild. I think I slept with probably like 200 guys that one year, three mental hospitals, like just really beside myself. The Internet. Oh, my God. Everybody was making like hate videos about me. Like PewDiePie made a hate video. I was like, oh, my God. Like, what did I even do?

There was two guys that I dated who both have since passed from overdoses. And yeah, I was just I was just wild. I think I slept with probably like 200 guys that one year, three mental hospitals, like just really beside myself. The Internet. Oh, my God. Everybody was making like hate videos about me. Like PewDiePie made a hate video. I was like, oh, my God. Like, what did I even do?

There was two guys that I dated who both have since passed from overdoses. And yeah, I was just I was just wild. I think I slept with probably like 200 guys that one year, three mental hospitals, like just really beside myself. The Internet. Oh, my God. Everybody was making like hate videos about me. Like PewDiePie made a hate video. I was like, oh, my God. Like, what did I even do?

So it was like my rock, rock bottom. And which is ironically, I was the skinniest. So yeah.

So it was like my rock, rock bottom. And which is ironically, I was the skinniest. So yeah.

So it was like my rock, rock bottom. And which is ironically, I was the skinniest. So yeah.

sometimes it's like I want to be skinny and then I was like ooh maybe not that 2019 was rough Trisha oh my god wow and that was documented that 2019 that was a rough year because you were on YouTube at that point yeah I was making like a lot of videos there's a lot of deleted videos with the people I was with um

sometimes it's like I want to be skinny and then I was like ooh maybe not that 2019 was rough Trisha oh my god wow and that was documented that 2019 that was a rough year because you were on YouTube at that point yeah I was making like a lot of videos there's a lot of deleted videos with the people I was with um

sometimes it's like I want to be skinny and then I was like ooh maybe not that 2019 was rough Trisha oh my god wow and that was documented that 2019 that was a rough year because you were on YouTube at that point yeah I was making like a lot of videos there's a lot of deleted videos with the people I was with um

it's like so many eras of YouTube too like the OG ones were just like so great it was like before you could make money on YouTube it was just like fun and then you start making money and then it's like where do you find your niche like I said I never felt like I had like talent so I was like what can I do oh I can like piss people off I can do this so

it's like so many eras of YouTube too like the OG ones were just like so great it was like before you could make money on YouTube it was just like fun and then you start making money and then it's like where do you find your niche like I said I never felt like I had like talent so I was like what can I do oh I can like piss people off I can do this so

it's like so many eras of YouTube too like the OG ones were just like so great it was like before you could make money on YouTube it was just like fun and then you start making money and then it's like where do you find your niche like I said I never felt like I had like talent so I was like what can I do oh I can like piss people off I can do this so

I definitely went like the trolling route because it was like the most money I ever made without having to like strip or hook. And I was just like, this is it, you know? So yeah, I definitely had a lot of like problematic videos and just stuff that like I didn't necessarily even think. I think if I was like me, I could like hold stronger to like, oh, I was just like young or whatever.

I definitely went like the trolling route because it was like the most money I ever made without having to like strip or hook. And I was just like, this is it, you know? So yeah, I definitely had a lot of like problematic videos and just stuff that like I didn't necessarily even think. I think if I was like me, I could like hold stronger to like, oh, I was just like young or whatever.

I definitely went like the trolling route because it was like the most money I ever made without having to like strip or hook. And I was just like, this is it, you know? So yeah, I definitely had a lot of like problematic videos and just stuff that like I didn't necessarily even think. I think if I was like me, I could like hold stronger to like, oh, I was just like young or whatever.