Trisha Paytas

But it was just like stuff I'd hear other people say that were like, and I would just like repeat it. I just wanted to be shocking. And, you know, and I like I totally own up to it. And I look back at my videos. I'm like, well, you know, some of them are pretty bad, but. I try to give myself grace and forgiveness with that because I used to be really hard on myself. I'm like, I know. I suck.

But it was just like stuff I'd hear other people say that were like, and I would just like repeat it. I just wanted to be shocking. And, you know, and I like I totally own up to it. And I look back at my videos. I'm like, well, you know, some of them are pretty bad, but. I try to give myself grace and forgiveness with that because I used to be really hard on myself. I'm like, I know. I suck.

But it was just like stuff I'd hear other people say that were like, and I would just like repeat it. I just wanted to be shocking. And, you know, and I like I totally own up to it. And I look back at my videos. I'm like, well, you know, some of them are pretty bad, but. I try to give myself grace and forgiveness with that because I used to be really hard on myself. I'm like, I know. I suck.

I'm problematic. And to this day, like, I don't get sponsored on my podcast. Like, shout out to our Patreon. Like, our Patreons do it. And so, you know, it's great. But, yeah, I definitely forever have, like, this, like, mark on me on the internet of, like, kind of, like, she's a little controversial or, you know, you just – people don't want you, like, around. But, you know, it's fine.

I'm problematic. And to this day, like, I don't get sponsored on my podcast. Like, shout out to our Patreon. Like, our Patreons do it. And so, you know, it's great. But, yeah, I definitely forever have, like, this, like, mark on me on the internet of, like, kind of, like, she's a little controversial or, you know, you just – people don't want you, like, around. But, you know, it's fine.

I'm problematic. And to this day, like, I don't get sponsored on my podcast. Like, shout out to our Patreon. Like, our Patreons do it. And so, you know, it's great. But, yeah, I definitely forever have, like, this, like, mark on me on the internet of, like, kind of, like, she's a little controversial or, you know, you just – people don't want you, like, around. But, you know, it's fine.

Like, again, I – my word of wise to people when I see people trolling now on the internet is like just maybe don't because it'll like follow you forever people will think of you as that forever and rightfully so like you know like those clips will always be out there and people either see the change and the growth or they don't and I think either one you just have to like live with you know

Like, again, I – my word of wise to people when I see people trolling now on the internet is like just maybe don't because it'll like follow you forever people will think of you as that forever and rightfully so like you know like those clips will always be out there and people either see the change and the growth or they don't and I think either one you just have to like live with you know

Like, again, I – my word of wise to people when I see people trolling now on the internet is like just maybe don't because it'll like follow you forever people will think of you as that forever and rightfully so like you know like those clips will always be out there and people either see the change and the growth or they don't and I think either one you just have to like live with you know

never oh my god oh back then I just couldn't I didn't care about me my I didn't think anything of the future I was just like I need to make money now I'm just gonna piss people off I don't care I don't have friends for a reason never thinking like it would be a full career or anything you know that's what I also think sometimes like

never oh my god oh back then I just couldn't I didn't care about me my I didn't think anything of the future I was just like I need to make money now I'm just gonna piss people off I don't care I don't have friends for a reason never thinking like it would be a full career or anything you know that's what I also think sometimes like

never oh my god oh back then I just couldn't I didn't care about me my I didn't think anything of the future I was just like I need to make money now I'm just gonna piss people off I don't care I don't have friends for a reason never thinking like it would be a full career or anything you know that's what I also think sometimes like

Oh, yeah. I mean, for so long, like, a good, like, 10, 12 years, I was so addicted. I was just so miserable. So, like, any attention was good attention. Money was just money. You know what I mean? So it just, yeah, it's...

Oh, yeah. I mean, for so long, like, a good, like, 10, 12 years, I was so addicted. I was just so miserable. So, like, any attention was good attention. Money was just money. You know what I mean? So it just, yeah, it's...

Oh, yeah. I mean, for so long, like, a good, like, 10, 12 years, I was so addicted. I was just so miserable. So, like, any attention was good attention. Money was just money. You know what I mean? So it just, yeah, it's...

it is crazy but i did reap the karmatic you know effects of it all so it does like you said even the trolls i think it i think it's so real i think karma is so real and like i've reaped all of that 10 times over i'm sure and still do to this day we get a sponsor and like everyone harasses them like don't so we lose at this point i'm like don't even give us sponsorships because i just know that so it's fine luckily i have my ways to make money but yeah you just you you reap it for a long time so why do you think though second chances are so important

it is crazy but i did reap the karmatic you know effects of it all so it does like you said even the trolls i think it i think it's so real i think karma is so real and like i've reaped all of that 10 times over i'm sure and still do to this day we get a sponsor and like everyone harasses them like don't so we lose at this point i'm like don't even give us sponsorships because i just know that so it's fine luckily i have my ways to make money but yeah you just you you reap it for a long time so why do you think though second chances are so important

it is crazy but i did reap the karmatic you know effects of it all so it does like you said even the trolls i think it i think it's so real i think karma is so real and like i've reaped all of that 10 times over i'm sure and still do to this day we get a sponsor and like everyone harasses them like don't so we lose at this point i'm like don't even give us sponsorships because i just know that so it's fine luckily i have my ways to make money but yeah you just you you reap it for a long time so why do you think though second chances are so important

Because I think people do, like, change. I think majority of humans evolve as human beings, especially when you get older, when you find happiness, when you find love. Like, I mean, people do change. And I think, like, that's the whole point of humanity, right, is, like, the evolution of it all.

Because I think people do, like, change. I think majority of humans evolve as human beings, especially when you get older, when you find happiness, when you find love. Like, I mean, people do change. And I think, like, that's the whole point of humanity, right, is, like, the evolution of it all.