Trisha Paytas

but some of I don't even like recognize you know what I mean because I was just such a different person and almost it almost seems like I'm telling a story you know what I mean like it's almost doesn't seem like my life it's almost like this is a story about this girl but like it like you know and I it took me a while I didn't go to therapy for like a really long time and even in therapy now I like don't talk about it because it's just like it's not trauma to me you know stuff that happened to me as a kid too I'm just like oh it's not trauma even though like it is yeah it's just like I don't know I don't like it's like it's not something I'm like uncomfortable talking about what was like therapy I don't get deep into it because I'm like it's fine

but some of I don't even like recognize you know what I mean because I was just such a different person and almost it almost seems like I'm telling a story you know what I mean like it's almost doesn't seem like my life it's almost like this is a story about this girl but like it like you know and I it took me a while I didn't go to therapy for like a really long time and even in therapy now I like don't talk about it because it's just like it's not trauma to me you know stuff that happened to me as a kid too I'm just like oh it's not trauma even though like it is yeah it's just like I don't know I don't like it's like it's not something I'm like uncomfortable talking about what was like therapy I don't get deep into it because I'm like it's fine

And they're like, no, it's not. But I'm like, to me, it's fine. Like, you know, it doesn't I don't think it affected me, but they're saying it does. And it probably did, because I mean, I am kind of I was messed up for a long time. So.

And they're like, no, it's not. But I'm like, to me, it's fine. Like, you know, it doesn't I don't think it affected me, but they're saying it does. And it probably did, because I mean, I am kind of I was messed up for a long time. So.

And they're like, no, it's not. But I'm like, to me, it's fine. Like, you know, it doesn't I don't think it affected me, but they're saying it does. And it probably did, because I mean, I am kind of I was messed up for a long time. So.

Yeah I definitely had that I've definitely had that where I had to like talk to someone because it was like if someone like touched me like I was you know it's like just dealing with all that stuff so I've definitely dealt with that for sure but yeah.

Yeah I definitely had that I've definitely had that where I had to like talk to someone because it was like if someone like touched me like I was you know it's like just dealing with all that stuff so I've definitely dealt with that for sure but yeah.

Yeah I definitely had that I've definitely had that where I had to like talk to someone because it was like if someone like touched me like I was you know it's like just dealing with all that stuff so I've definitely dealt with that for sure but yeah.

there's taken like taking advantage moments like how did you kind of like rebuild your relationship to men I think I just like always hated men and I feel like I'm still kind of there especially like giving birth I just had like such bad experiences with men like not understanding postpartum like just so I just and I just all my life is just like any type of men I'm just like I don't know I feel like I wanted their like validation and they were all awful so I feel like I have still such a strong hatred I think there's anything to fix it's like maybe my hatred towards men yeah

there's taken like taking advantage moments like how did you kind of like rebuild your relationship to men I think I just like always hated men and I feel like I'm still kind of there especially like giving birth I just had like such bad experiences with men like not understanding postpartum like just so I just and I just all my life is just like any type of men I'm just like I don't know I feel like I wanted their like validation and they were all awful so I feel like I have still such a strong hatred I think there's anything to fix it's like maybe my hatred towards men yeah

there's taken like taking advantage moments like how did you kind of like rebuild your relationship to men I think I just like always hated men and I feel like I'm still kind of there especially like giving birth I just had like such bad experiences with men like not understanding postpartum like just so I just and I just all my life is just like any type of men I'm just like I don't know I feel like I wanted their like validation and they were all awful so I feel like I have still such a strong hatred I think there's anything to fix it's like maybe my hatred towards men yeah

And like it's like it's not even just like me being this feminist men suck you know it's just like I really dislike them and when I like have to talk to a straight like this year I really made a conscious effort to do only female podcast like I make it don't want to talk to like men like I don't know what it is and it's like that's obviously not right either you want to like be equal and like you know not hate men.

And like it's like it's not even just like me being this feminist men suck you know it's just like I really dislike them and when I like have to talk to a straight like this year I really made a conscious effort to do only female podcast like I make it don't want to talk to like men like I don't know what it is and it's like that's obviously not right either you want to like be equal and like you know not hate men.

And like it's like it's not even just like me being this feminist men suck you know it's just like I really dislike them and when I like have to talk to a straight like this year I really made a conscious effort to do only female podcast like I make it don't want to talk to like men like I don't know what it is and it's like that's obviously not right either you want to like be equal and like you know not hate men.

Yeah. And then that's how I feel. And you're right. There are, there are like, my husband's like amazing. And I have like a friend that has like an amazing husband too. And it's like, There are some good ones.

Yeah. And then that's how I feel. And you're right. There are, there are like, my husband's like amazing. And I have like a friend that has like an amazing husband too. And it's like, There are some good ones.

Yeah. And then that's how I feel. And you're right. There are, there are like, my husband's like amazing. And I have like a friend that has like an amazing husband too. And it's like, There are some good ones.

But then you hear on TikTok so many horror stories of men that don't want to change diapers or they don't want to like plan the wedding or they like just constantly like – like that to me is like so – and I hear it all the time. I'm like, that's so like triggering. I'm just like, you know what I mean? Just the way they treat women. It just makes me so upset. I don't know.

But then you hear on TikTok so many horror stories of men that don't want to change diapers or they don't want to like plan the wedding or they like just constantly like – like that to me is like so – and I hear it all the time. I'm like, that's so like triggering. I'm just like, you know what I mean? Just the way they treat women. It just makes me so upset. I don't know.

But then you hear on TikTok so many horror stories of men that don't want to change diapers or they don't want to like plan the wedding or they like just constantly like – like that to me is like so – and I hear it all the time. I'm like, that's so like triggering. I'm just like, you know what I mean? Just the way they treat women. It just makes me so upset. I don't know.