Ty

I'm like what?

Like, but it makes sense thinking about how many times it will be gone throughout life.

And Tyler, you're too harsh.

You're too abrasive.

You know, you don't, you can't just say stuff like that.

And I'm like, Oh my God, like you're right.

Like I, and so even growing up, it's like, dude, like,

Just saying things unfiltered just doesn't even – I don't even think about what I'm saying.

It has.

And I'm like, dude – and I remember thinking like I – why am I like this?

Like why can't I understand that that would be –

hard or yeah yeah because in my head I'm like what's so difficult about it you know that you have gray hair right I'm just or whatever like you know I just be like what what's the big deal like you know and like I think just learning how to balance all that is stressful and

Is there specific – I mean, they have a lot of – yeah, they give me a lot of suggestions and stuff to read and that kind of stuff.

But I'm not diving too deep into it because I know for a fact when I told her this, I said, listen –

I've been dealing with this my whole life.

I've been in my own brain.

It's the only one I've been in.

It's exhausting.

It's draining.

But it's all I've known.