Ty

I was going to control if I shit or not.

And I was going to be the first human being to not have to do it.

And I remember that.

no dude okay guys i was i would hold my shower it wasn't i was constipated i held it i forced myself to be constipated does that like you know i mean how old do you think that started that started before i even moved out of the trailer so i was probably four okay so i was like probably raya's age oh and i and i just and it was a thing my mom had to give me enemas it was torture it was crazy but you really had the mindset of like i'm the first human yes

Yep.

I hated it.

I hated the feeling.

I hated the preparation work it took.

I hated all of it.

It was disgusting.

I hated it.

I couldn't do it.

As a kid, I was like, this is just so stupid.

That we have to do this.

And I remember thinking in my head, like, I'll just... And then once I held it for, like, the first week, I was like, oh.

This is... What?

Why is everyone doing this?

We don't need toilets, guys.

You can just hold it.

It's fine.