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I can feel time.

I can feel time.

whizzing by and I'm trying to hold on to something generally so I usually start grabbing the walls or like clinging to the pillow and I'm like this isn't going to go away I need to hold this I need to hold on to time I need to stand in this river and just not move like it's a kind of very primitive feeling you have to like flee from this totally horrible thing that's happening to you but there is nowhere you can flee and understanding at the same time that what you're fleeing and trying to run away from is the complete cessation of you

whizzing by and I'm trying to hold on to something generally so I usually start grabbing the walls or like clinging to the pillow and I'm like this isn't going to go away I need to hold this I need to hold on to time I need to stand in this river and just not move like it's a kind of very primitive feeling you have to like flee from this totally horrible thing that's happening to you but there is nowhere you can flee and understanding at the same time that what you're fleeing and trying to run away from is the complete cessation of you

Like, normally I think you go through the day and you don't think, you don't really think you're going to die. Or it seems comforting. Like, I'm in traffic this morning. I think, oh, I might die someday. I'm like, oh, what a relief. Don't have to do this anymore. But there's something about being half asleep specifically that causes the realization to actually take effect.

Like, normally I think you go through the day and you don't think, you don't really think you're going to die. Or it seems comforting. Like, I'm in traffic this morning. I think, oh, I might die someday. I'm like, oh, what a relief. Don't have to do this anymore. But there's something about being half asleep specifically that causes the realization to actually take effect.

When this wakes me up in the middle of the night. It's because I'm right. Like, it's going to happen. That's why. Because that's reality. And, like, I just, for some reason, I can see it.

When this wakes me up in the middle of the night. It's because I'm right. Like, it's going to happen. That's why. Because that's reality. And, like, I just, for some reason, I can see it.

It's not an irrational fear. You really just, it's like you understand that you're immortal. Your life is going to be over at some point. You're fighting, like, the worst enemy in the world as you lie there in bed, you know, rolling around in your sheet covers, in your blankets. And you're rolling around there trying to fight death. And there's no way you can win.

It's not an irrational fear. You really just, it's like you understand that you're immortal. Your life is going to be over at some point. You're fighting, like, the worst enemy in the world as you lie there in bed, you know, rolling around in your sheet covers, in your blankets. And you're rolling around there trying to fight death. And there's no way you can win.

I cry and I just get really sad and I just think, I try to breathe, you know, I breathe really deeply and I just think like there's nothing I can do, you know. Like the terror is overtaken by just sadness. I just want it to not be true.

I cry and I just get really sad and I just think, I try to breathe, you know, I breathe really deeply and I just think like there's nothing I can do, you know. Like the terror is overtaken by just sadness. I just want it to not be true.

He said, okay, let me see them. And I put them on the desk. The first thing he said was, great, I'd like to place an order. Let's launch it Halloween.

He said, okay, let me see them. And I put them on the desk. The first thing he said was, great, I'd like to place an order. Let's launch it Halloween.

You said you had had sex that first time. All these times you saw him, this was an ongoing sexual relationship.

You said you had had sex that first time. All these times you saw him, this was an ongoing sexual relationship.

You said you had had sex that first time. All these times you saw him, this was an ongoing sexual relationship.

Can you estimate how many times you actually saw him?

Can you estimate how many times you actually saw him?

Can you estimate how many times you actually saw him?