Victoria Bonilla

This was my first time meeting anybody from this group. And it was such an interesting experience because everybody was so awkward.

Or you'd see the occasional one person standing there just kind of looking around and smiling, not really knowing what to do. And I was like, well, this is weird.

So everybody wanted to sit up front. So it was kind of like, oh, we got to, you know, grab the best seats we can.

The doors opened.

They walk up the aisle and they walk to the stage and everybody's cheering and just standing and clapping and crying. I was just like, oh my, I just like had chills.

Everything about this felt wrong. I felt sick to my stomach. It felt like a nightmare.

I just kind of remember feeling, like, I don't want to say I felt high, but it kind of, yeah, I mean, for lack, I was just like, this is, wow, like, I just feel like I'm in another dimension right now.

The audience was on their feet. Victoria was among them. And I was just like, this is such a momentous occasion for me. Like, this is such a breakthrough. And I'm like, oh my God, the miracle's going to happen any day now. I'm like, this is it.

I didn't suspect what would come months later. I had no inkling.

She's like, you got to do it. Like, don't be a little pussy. Don't be a little bitch. That wife is the one that's in the way.