Viking Barbie

Yeah. She was trying to figure out how to like knock me out. Cause I was still kicking. We like, I remember sleeping in bed next to her and I was hallucinating so bad that I thought we were on a pirate ship and the sheets were like the masts. And I was like, you're not able to sleep. You know what I mean? Yeah. you go from being on heroin to being highly alert.

Yeah. She was trying to figure out how to like knock me out. Cause I was still kicking. We like, I remember sleeping in bed next to her and I was hallucinating so bad that I thought we were on a pirate ship and the sheets were like the masts. And I was like, you're not able to sleep. You know what I mean? Yeah. you go from being on heroin to being highly alert.

Like your brain doesn't sleep anymore. So it was just a weird, it's like it puts a cloak over you. Yeah. So she was trying to give me, she had like little pills too. She's like, take this, like giving me shit. I think she was trying to keep me from taking off. Right. So we ended up, um, some lady and the lobby told her of a place called the rock center.

Like your brain doesn't sleep anymore. So it was just a weird, it's like it puts a cloak over you. Yeah. So she was trying to give me, she had like little pills too. She's like, take this, like giving me shit. I think she was trying to keep me from taking off. Right. So we ended up, um, some lady and the lobby told her of a place called the rock center.

And it was like, um, and, and garden Grove, it was like this like low bottom indigent rehab, you know, um, It was a really dope place. I had a blast. It was basically like, you know, being in a coed, uh, like a college full of dirt bags, you know what I mean? Which is perfect for me. Like we had a really good time.

And it was like, um, and, and garden Grove, it was like this like low bottom indigent rehab, you know, um, It was a really dope place. I had a blast. It was basically like, you know, being in a coed, uh, like a college full of dirt bags, you know what I mean? Which is perfect for me. Like we had a really good time.

I had the best time there. It was so fun. Everyone was like, I was the craziest person, which kind of was a letdown. I'm not going to lie. At first I was like, now I'm like super sane. But like at that time coming out, like I was on another level. Like everyone was like, whoa, like they're making, they're like, dude, you're not going to make it.

I had the best time there. It was so fun. Everyone was like, I was the craziest person, which kind of was a letdown. I'm not going to lie. At first I was like, now I'm like super sane. But like at that time coming out, like I was on another level. Like everyone was like, whoa, like they're making, they're like, dude, you're not going to make it.

You're, you're about, you're like a foot out the door. There's no way you're not going to get discharged. You know what I mean? And they were just, cause I was like, you know, in there just, I was weird for one, you know, I said weird shit, like really weird shit. I would talk about death a lot. I did a lot of like burning myself and like, you know, telling people about it, which is not, you know.

You're, you're about, you're like a foot out the door. There's no way you're not going to get discharged. You know what I mean? And they were just, cause I was like, you know, in there just, I was weird for one, you know, I said weird shit, like really weird shit. I would talk about death a lot. I did a lot of like burning myself and like, you know, telling people about it, which is not, you know.

Right. But I was trying to like kind of fill that void. Right. You know what I mean? And the boys there weren't that cute, but they all looked cute to me at the time. And I didn't bang any of them, but... I wanted to make out with all of them. Right. I was like making out with everybody. Um, it was like trying to keep, I just want to feel something. Yeah. Give me something. Yeah.

Right. But I was trying to like kind of fill that void. Right. You know what I mean? And the boys there weren't that cute, but they all looked cute to me at the time. And I didn't bang any of them, but... I wanted to make out with all of them. Right. I was like making out with everybody. Um, it was like trying to keep, I just want to feel something. Yeah. Give me something. Yeah.

Um, and then, you know, at that point I ended up, I ended up making it. Part of the reason was because they said I wasn't going to make it. And I don't like anybody telling me what I'm not going to do. So I did make it.

Um, and then, you know, at that point I ended up, I ended up making it. Part of the reason was because they said I wasn't going to make it. And I don't like anybody telling me what I'm not going to do. So I did make it.

Um, I ended up at the sober living upstairs. I managed the sober living, which is basically you just log people in and out. It's not really a managing it, but I was like in charge. So I was actually trusted, which was new. Got a little car. Um, where's your boyfriend at this time? Still in rehab.

Um, I ended up at the sober living upstairs. I managed the sober living, which is basically you just log people in and out. It's not really a managing it, but I was like in charge. So I was actually trusted, which was new. Got a little car. Um, where's your boyfriend at this time? Still in rehab.

I was making out with the dude because I was, but yeah, I was, I was so on another level and, and it was funny because we dropped him off at rehab before we went to take me and me and him were making out in the lobby. I had vomit in my hair from, and he was like, I love you. And I was like, yeah, you know, like this whole thing. And then like I got to rehab and I was devastated.

I was making out with the dude because I was, but yeah, I was, I was so on another level and, and it was funny because we dropped him off at rehab before we went to take me and me and him were making out in the lobby. I had vomit in my hair from, and he was like, I love you. And I was like, yeah, you know, like this whole thing. And then like I got to rehab and I was devastated.

All I talked about, I love him. He's the love of my life and all that shit. And the second, like we hung out and I was sober and like, I was just like, he would do weird shit. He gave you the ick. Yeah. And it was just, it was messing with me because poor thing. He really did love me. You know what I mean? And he was like, he, everything was fine. He didn't change. You know what I mean?

All I talked about, I love him. He's the love of my life and all that shit. And the second, like we hung out and I was sober and like, I was just like, he would do weird shit. He gave you the ick. Yeah. And it was just, it was messing with me because poor thing. He really did love me. You know what I mean? And he was like, he, everything was fine. He didn't change. You know what I mean?