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Yes. And, um, I, you know, I, I really want to get back into that too. I've been, I've been working on some stuff. Um, but you know, I, I kind of took a hiatus to heal. Um, yeah, let's talk about that.

Yes. And, um, I, you know, I, I really want to get back into that too. I've been, I've been working on some stuff. Um, but you know, I, I kind of took a hiatus to heal. Um, yeah, let's talk about that.

cleanse this week and this shit really works dude like it's fucking crazy let's talk about your journey oh so i started about a year ago um what had happened was i kept going to therapists and they kept diagnosing me like i would talk my way into a new diagnosis every time i walked in and i was like which you've been diagnosed with what go ahead and tell people

cleanse this week and this shit really works dude like it's fucking crazy let's talk about your journey oh so i started about a year ago um what had happened was i kept going to therapists and they kept diagnosing me like i would talk my way into a new diagnosis every time i walked in and i was like which you've been diagnosed with what go ahead and tell people

Um, I was diagnosed as, uh, having borderline personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder. Um, which I was, which was news to me because I was like, um, what? I'm not the good guy though. You know what I mean? Like, and I really like spoken like a true narcissist. Right. So like I never, I never willingly went out.

Um, I was diagnosed as, uh, having borderline personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder. Um, which I was, which was news to me because I was like, um, what? I'm not the good guy though. You know what I mean? Like, and I really like spoken like a true narcissist. Right. So like I never, I never willingly went out.

Like I guess during my bad years when I was on drugs, I did mean things to people, but I've always been like trying to help everybody. But I guess, you know, like I, I didn't know there was like other things like the way I am in relationships and the way I deal with like a partner and things like that. So, um, I was shocked, but I was willing to accept it. You know what I mean?

Like I guess during my bad years when I was on drugs, I did mean things to people, but I've always been like trying to help everybody. But I guess, you know, like I, I didn't know there was like other things like the way I am in relationships and the way I deal with like a partner and things like that. So, um, I was shocked, but I was willing to accept it. You know what I mean?

I was like, all right, this is what I am. And then I started kind of accepting this story that, that was being told to me. I was like, Oh, you're, you know, you're borderline. You're a narcissist. These are what they, this is what you do when you're this way. This is what you, you can't be cured. This is who you are.

I was like, all right, this is what I am. And then I started kind of accepting this story that, that was being told to me. I was like, Oh, you're, you know, you're borderline. You're a narcissist. These are what they, this is what you do when you're this way. This is what you, you can't be cured. This is who you are.

I mean, and neither does any other narcissist. But the point. Exactly. That's not me. No, I'm the good guy. This is the thing. If your mind and I've told you this before, I've said this to you before. If you're if they have to use a placebo study every time they test a new drug. And the people that have the placebo effect, it's it's actually not that different.

I mean, and neither does any other narcissist. But the point. Exactly. That's not me. No, I'm the good guy. This is the thing. If your mind and I've told you this before, I've said this to you before. If you're if they have to use a placebo study every time they test a new drug. And the people that have the placebo effect, it's it's actually not that different.

They're like, well, there was slight slightly elevated in the non placebo group. Right.

They're like, well, there was slight slightly elevated in the non placebo group. Right.

Tells you how powerful. I mean, they've done studies where they've had someone work out and then people pretend to work out in their mind. And there's only slight difference in the people who physically did it.

Tells you how powerful. I mean, they've done studies where they've had someone work out and then people pretend to work out in their mind. And there's only slight difference in the people who physically did it.

So like I was like this, you know, if I keep telling myself this, it's going to be it's really going to be real. It's going to be ingrained. I started reading books about I was obsessing over it. Then I started noticing the behaviors being my out. You know what I mean? Where I'd be like, well, I'm just a narcissist.

So like I was like this, you know, if I keep telling myself this, it's going to be it's really going to be real. It's going to be ingrained. I started reading books about I was obsessing over it. Then I started noticing the behaviors being my out. You know what I mean? Where I'd be like, well, I'm just a narcissist.