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And it was kind of funny and all that stuff until it's not funny because you're having a bad day or you're having like, you know, and then you start like, it's because I'm like this, it's because this is who I am, you know? And then you're treating everyone around you like shit because they're like, oh, hey, can, can you maybe take accountability? And you're like, I don't take accountability.

And it was kind of funny and all that stuff until it's not funny because you're having a bad day or you're having like, you know, and then you start like, it's because I'm like this, it's because this is who I am, you know? And then you're treating everyone around you like shit because they're like, oh, hey, can, can you maybe take accountability? And you're like, I don't take accountability.

I'm a narcissist. Like, you know what I mean? Like it becomes a story, you know? Right. So, um, I met this guy, Glenn, who obviously like you, I, you know, introduced you to, to, um, and he does like nervous system, like work on your nervous system and he doesn't believe in any of that shit.

I'm a narcissist. Like, you know what I mean? Like it becomes a story, you know? Right. So, um, I met this guy, Glenn, who obviously like you, I, you know, introduced you to, to, um, and he does like nervous system, like work on your nervous system and he doesn't believe in any of that shit.

right and thank god yeah because it's bullshit guys i'm sorry and i don't want to like i know i'll get heat for this because there's so many people are like no it's not a choice and it's not a choice to like have those traumas but i do believe and this is my belief and this is what i learned from him is these are trauma responses and everybody can have a pattern of behaviors from these trauma responses absolutely and i believe that too

right and thank god yeah because it's bullshit guys i'm sorry and i don't want to like i know i'll get heat for this because there's so many people are like no it's not a choice and it's not a choice to like have those traumas but i do believe and this is my belief and this is what i learned from him is these are trauma responses and everybody can have a pattern of behaviors from these trauma responses absolutely and i believe that too

so and you can you know it's like oh the gray matter the brain is is uh affected if you're a narcissist there's things that can improve gray matter right you can do anything you want you are the master you're the alchemist you could do whatever you want so like will whatever you want manifestation talk about it today so i started going i'm not those things that's a behavior pattern and we started

so and you can you know it's like oh the gray matter the brain is is uh affected if you're a narcissist there's things that can improve gray matter right you can do anything you want you are the master you're the alchemist you could do whatever you want so like will whatever you want manifestation talk about it today so i started going i'm not those things that's a behavior pattern and we started

It's been a while.

It's been a while.

So basically he started like training me and reprogramming me and helping me reprogram myself to be like, Hey, um, these are these personalities of defense that are coming out to protect your inner child. It's not you. And because of that, their behaviors, and if they're behaviors, what can you do with behaviors? You can change them.

So basically he started like training me and reprogramming me and helping me reprogram myself to be like, Hey, um, these are these personalities of defense that are coming out to protect your inner child. It's not you. And because of that, their behaviors, and if they're behaviors, what can you do with behaviors? You can change them.

So I'm like, I basically just went into it like, I believe this wholeheartedly. I believe it as hard as I believe those diagnoses.

So I'm like, I basically just went into it like, I believe this wholeheartedly. I believe it as hard as I believe those diagnoses.

Yeah, she did not want to go into that dying light. She was just like...

Yeah, she did not want to go into that dying light. She was just like...

And that's the thing is like, he even says, you know, he always says it to you. I'm sure it's like you get to keep those parts of yourself. You sometimes it comes in handy to be kind of a bitch, right? You know, those are protecting you in some way. It's when you're being triggered and they're coming out and hijacking you. And that's what happens when you're having a narcissistic injury.

And that's the thing is like, he even says, you know, he always says it to you. I'm sure it's like you get to keep those parts of yourself. You sometimes it comes in handy to be kind of a bitch, right? You know, those are protecting you in some way. It's when you're being triggered and they're coming out and hijacking you. And that's what happens when you're having a narcissistic injury.

Uh, narcissistic injury. And that's what happens when you're having a borderline episode. Um, you know, it's your system being hijacked, you know, essentially. And, and it also, let me also add that like health and diet and things like that play a huge part into it because it's hard to control your nervous system. If you're eating things, you have inflammation, whatever, but that's another day.

Uh, narcissistic injury. And that's what happens when you're having a borderline episode. Um, you know, it's your system being hijacked, you know, essentially. And, and it also, let me also add that like health and diet and things like that play a huge part into it because it's hard to control your nervous system. If you're eating things, you have inflammation, whatever, but that's another day.