Viking Barbie

Right.

Right.

Um, but yeah, so I mean, after about a year of going through these nervous system, like we would go into my timeline and like find these triggers and like do these meditations and like, I would just cry and it was like these crazy like releases and, And I would feel like a thousand pounds lighter.

Um, but yeah, so I mean, after about a year of going through these nervous system, like we would go into my timeline and like find these triggers and like do these meditations and like, I would just cry and it was like these crazy like releases and, And I would feel like a thousand pounds lighter.

And then I started noticing the things that used to trigger me in those areas weren't triggering me so much anymore.

And then I started noticing the things that used to trigger me in those areas weren't triggering me so much anymore.

Because I was literally being re-triggered from something that didn't exist anymore. It was old.

Because I was literally being re-triggered from something that didn't exist anymore. It was old.

Yeah. And you're never going to be like super, you know, bunny's never going to be like, Oh, that's not who you are.

Yeah. And you're never going to be like super, you know, bunny's never going to be like, Oh, that's not who you are.

Right. And that's, that is power, you know? And that's what I've realized. I've never felt more powerful than now. Like I feel like a fucking badass, right.

Right. And that's, that is power, you know? And that's what I've realized. I've never felt more powerful than now. Like I feel like a fucking badass, right.

when it like comes up and you're like, you can feel where it's at and you're like, Ooh, what's that? And then it doesn't go here. Right. And then I'm not going like, you're the problem.

when it like comes up and you're like, you can feel where it's at and you're like, Ooh, what's that? And then it doesn't go here. Right. And then I'm not going like, you're the problem.

Like, and that's what would happen. Like when I would have a narcissistic injury, let me just go into that. You know what I mean? Somebody does something that I would perceive as a threat or disrespect or whatever. And it's someone that I'm supposed to love. And my eyes literally go black because I'm not there anymore. I'm completely in the moment of this person's hurting my little guy and

Like, and that's what would happen. Like when I would have a narcissistic injury, let me just go into that. You know what I mean? Somebody does something that I would perceive as a threat or disrespect or whatever. And it's someone that I'm supposed to love. And my eyes literally go black because I'm not there anymore. I'm completely in the moment of this person's hurting my little guy and

They're coming for me and I'm released the hounds.

They're coming for me and I'm released the hounds.

Like, and it's just like a whole, like, I'll look you dead in the eyes and be screaming guttural, you know, like you're nothing, you know, just like insane.

Like, and it's just like a whole, like, I'll look you dead in the eyes and be screaming guttural, you know, like you're nothing, you know, just like insane.