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Um, his new wife's watching this. Right. She's like, honey, I never knew. Yeah. Oh, she knows. I bet. Um, but yeah, never. Um, yeah. So it's just, um, it, it got like really like crazy, you know? And like, there's just the strip club lifestyle and stuff like that. Um, I started dancing at parties that was like, that made it even easier for me not to have to like work too hard.

Um, his new wife's watching this. Right. She's like, honey, I never knew. Yeah. Oh, she knows. I bet. Um, but yeah, never. Um, yeah. So it's just, um, it, it got like really like crazy, you know? And like, there's just the strip club lifestyle and stuff like that. Um, I started dancing at parties that was like, that made it even easier for me not to have to like work too hard.

You know what I mean? So it's like, I go a couple hours a week and I make a couple thousand dollars and And like, I was not a hustler. Like I'm a hustler now when I got sober, but like, I know you were a hustler, bitch. I was not a hustler. I was with drugs. Like I would do what I had to do to get high and I would sell them. Maintain your lifestyle. Yeah.

You know what I mean? So it's like, I go a couple hours a week and I make a couple thousand dollars and And like, I was not a hustler. Like I'm a hustler now when I got sober, but like, I know you were a hustler, bitch. I was not a hustler. I was with drugs. Like I would do what I had to do to get high and I would sell them. Maintain your lifestyle. Yeah.

When it came to like, like stripping, um, they would just be like,

When it came to like, like stripping, um, they would just be like,

hey you want to dance oh no all right I would make a hundred dollars bitch like at the club like it was bad and I was only like 19 like there was a problem right but once I started dancing it was like they were at my um you know at my will you know it's like I'm the only stripper you got you better pay me right it worked out really well because I didn't have to hustle

hey you want to dance oh no all right I would make a hundred dollars bitch like at the club like it was bad and I was only like 19 like there was a problem right but once I started dancing it was like they were at my um you know at my will you know it's like I'm the only stripper you got you better pay me right it worked out really well because I didn't have to hustle

Um, but yeah, so that, that all transpired. And then, um, then I met a girl, we ended up, you know, hitting it off. I was like dating a girl while I was with this guy and she was a heroin addict and I ended up being sick one time and I just had to like,

Um, but yeah, so that, that all transpired. And then, um, then I met a girl, we ended up, you know, hitting it off. I was like dating a girl while I was with this guy and she was a heroin addict and I ended up being sick one time and I just had to like,

um not be sick and she was like oh I don't want to give you how many pills were you taking a day the first round I was taking 40 pills a day but god um norcos and then doing like probably about a gram of coke a day um but I got clean and then I went and relapsed again wow and then I was doing less

um not be sick and she was like oh I don't want to give you how many pills were you taking a day the first round I was taking 40 pills a day but god um norcos and then doing like probably about a gram of coke a day um but I got clean and then I went and relapsed again wow and then I was doing less

you're not gonna take this kind of thing and um i was like yeah like just hook it up like i gotta go to work um give me a hit like one hit and i'll fucking go and she ended up like i end up talking her into it and you i i don't believe that talking her into that yeah and she still feels bad about it but um you know that's a whole nother thing we ended up breaking up over like a lot of

you're not gonna take this kind of thing and um i was like yeah like just hook it up like i gotta go to work um give me a hit like one hit and i'll fucking go and she ended up like i end up talking her into it and you i i don't believe that talking her into that yeah and she still feels bad about it but um you know that's a whole nother thing we ended up breaking up over like a lot of

you know, my mom going through my trash. There's a lot, there's a lot to unpack. Right. Um, but yeah, so, you know, so I took it and I, I went and that's when I was like, okay, well now I can't get high on the pills.

you know, my mom going through my trash. There's a lot, there's a lot to unpack. Right. Um, but yeah, so, you know, so I took it and I, I went and that's when I was like, okay, well now I can't get high on the pills.

I honestly didn't like it. Um, it was too heavy. It was dirty feeling. It didn't have that like crisp, like, you know, if you like painkillers, like that crisp, like when it first hits for it,

I honestly didn't like it. Um, it was too heavy. It was dirty feeling. It didn't have that like crisp, like, you know, if you like painkillers, like that crisp, like when it first hits for it,

Yeah. And you could just clean the house. Like that's how I feel. I get energy from it. Heroin's not like that. You're just like, you know, chin to chest, you're out and you're just basically heavy numbing. Yeah. And I didn't want to do it. I was like, this stuff sucks. I remember saying that. And then like when I went to, you know, go take pills, it was not working.

Yeah. And you could just clean the house. Like that's how I feel. I get energy from it. Heroin's not like that. You're just like, you know, chin to chest, you're out and you're just basically heavy numbing. Yeah. And I didn't want to do it. I was like, this stuff sucks. I remember saying that. And then like when I went to, you know, go take pills, it was not working.