Vogue

Hurry up.

Basically, here's the situation.

I've been dating a guy since about November and I've come to the realization that he's definitely not the one for me.

A little bit of fun, but now that we're getting into summer, I was going to dump him in all honesty.

I didn't think he'd be too disappointed as I thought he felt the same.

But on Saturday, he pulled me to one side and told me that he got me a birthday present, which is weird because my birthday isn't until July.

For my birthday, he's only gone and booked me my dream holiday.

Oh no.

Four nights in New York.

I told him how badly I wanted to go and he actually went and booked the trip.

Oh no.

In the moment, I just sort of smiled and styled it out.

Don't know what that means.

But here's the thing.

I'm not really enjoying spending time with him anymore.

So I really don't know where they're to actually go on the holiday.

It's my dream holiday.

And realistically, I can't turn it down, but I also really want to dump him.

But also maybe him booking this holiday was actually a really love.

What the?