Weezy

Also, we all get intrusive thoughts.

Like for no one that's ever heard this, it's basically like my biggest intrusive thought that I always get is leaning over a balcony.

When I start thinking, well, if I jumped, like if I fell, would I die?

Like how would it happen?

Yeah.

Cause we're friends.

But like, I think we've talked about ours, but like, yeah, you kind of think of what would happen if I did this or what if I jumped in front of the car or something like that?

I think,

it's gonna hurt yeah yeah we know that but you're like oh you see this flash of it yeah you want to feel you kind of want to feel it experience it i think everybody has it in them i think that just some people are loony toonies i have never thought about jumping in front of i don't think how much you would hurt doing it but you've never stuff i wouldn't have to do anymore i just think about my to-do list and my deadlines where i'm like oh i could just jump

Not suicidal thoughts for me.

I was having a lot of those thoughts when the Miami building fell down.

woof i was getting scared bro because our building is similar no just buildings just old buildings like bro i know we live near each other she's old bro like i'll be do you remember what my apartment got fucked up i don't know if anyone remembers this but maybe you do eddie i think i do yeah i came back from la one day me and nina who's my dog walk in my bedroom and the fucking ceiling was on my bed and i was like okay

Well, I'm not going to deal with this tonight.

And I went and stayed at the public.

But I'm going to tell you right now, I think about sleeping in my bed even though they fixed the fucking roof.

And I'm like, it's going to come down.

It's going to come down.

Basically, what happened was my building is old.

Brick building.

Apparently, bricks can fall when they've been exposed to so much water and snow.