Wendy K. Laidlaw

That was just a kind of just a fact that my mother.

But it's interesting that perhaps on a subconscious level,

my nervous system would have adapted and adopted to the environment of not feeling wanted.

And I guess this is as we are further, much further along now on the pathway of really tuning into to what's happening.

I obviously said I obviously said a trigger word there.

because that got her attention, as we're tuning in, as we're tuning into kind of what's happening inside our body, we may still have quite a bit of conflict.

We may still have a lot of pushing and pulling between our conscious and our subconscious.

Now, last week, I talked about the concept of what if our

body was our subconscious what if our brain was our conscious our mind was our consciousness and our body was our subconscious and and again i got i kind of like got my head going wow yeah so if the body is like showing up signs and symptoms because they there are suppressed and repressed

feelings and thoughts and beliefs that perhaps in inverted commas don't fit into a either the view that we have of ourselves or the view that our parents wanted us to have what what might be lying there and and what I've learned and I'm always learning so I love this journey because I never think I know it all and the more I learn the realize the less I know and it excites me beyond belief because our bodies are incredible we all have the innate capacity to

you know, heal our bodies, heal our emotions and heal our own traumas and things.

We do have that, but sometimes we need that support and we need that external guidance as to give us the reassurance that our younger parts are needing.

And this is why

I'm going to, as you know, I'm sending out the recovery of the inner child book because I think if you can allow yourself from knowing it's from a position of strength that there is a younger, more vulnerable part that you perhaps had to disown or separate from because it wasn't safe.

because you learned quite early on that it wasn't safe for you to be a child in verticalness.

On my own journey, I learned that I had to take care of everybody.

I had to parent my parents.

I remember seeing this psychologist.

After my daughter was born, I had a severe depressive episode.

because my daughter was born and within, I think about, you know, I mean, from the moment of seeing her, I realized that that was love.