Wild Bill

And she made the interview about how many privileges and how I was eating well and how I had access to firearms when you're inside the prison and shit like that.

And you can see on that video, she does me a video phone call and she has somebody on the side standing on the side recording her doing it.

So I can't see her recording it.

She promised me she wouldn't show it.

And the Panamanian authorities flipped the fuck out, and then they had the vehicle that they needed to break it off of my ass.

And they did.

Like, bad.

They sent me to where I am now, in Sector C, which is a soft torture facility ran by the most elite police in the Republic of Panama.

So here I've been for three and a half years.

Inside this hell where I live, I lost everything.

I lost all my money.

I lost all my power.

And I was a defeated man.

I thought about killing myself.

And I did something that I never would have done anywhere else if I didn't, you know, nowhere.

And I prayed and asked God to help me.

What do I need to do?

And God spoke to me.

And don't get me wrong, I'm not insane.

God didn't say, hey, Bill, you know, this is what you ought to do.