Xander

Well, and the people who wonder why, like after high profile incidents, they go, yeah, we're not going to give a statement right now.

It's like there is a reason for that.

Yeah, this is it's going to be a it's going to be a very, very traumatic experience.

I mean, even if you're not the one actually doing the shooting.

And you could be the biggest badass in the world.

And then you drill a guy, you drill a guy from across the room and you're like, Oh, I got it right up close and personal.

And you, yeah.

And then you, Oh, I got him.

And then the minute that adrenaline crash happens, you're going to be feeling all sorts of different things.

Because you have been ingrained with, I don't do this.

This shouldn't be done.

And you self-doubt and everything else.

And it's crazy, too, because like I've seen plenty of of offer involve shooting videos and everything else.

You know, I'm I'm I'm looking from the outside in.

And, you know, I see a guy pull a gun and they drill him.

And I'm like, yeah, good job.

Got him.

Well, take.

But if that was awesome job.

But but but then a second later, I'm thinking to myself, how does that guy feel who just did it?