Zerk

And it is, man.

It's rough.

When you go from feeling like you are in this flow, things are good, to then like, brother, what am I... Why am I on this planet?

It's kind of a drastic, like, my goodness.

But that's why you gotta increase...

the water slowly to bring your boat back up to where you were treading water.

Because if you don't, you're going to keep sinking.

You're going to keep going down.

So, I guess I'm learning this as I'm saying this out loud.

One of my problems is that I don't really do that enough.

Instead, I stack the L's on top of each other.

Instead of turning my L's, making two of them into a W.

And thinking to myself, okay, what has been good?

What has been something that I have done well?

I am proud of myself for the things I built in Minecraft with my girlfriend.

I think it's really cool.

I'm proud of myself for the fact that yesterday I told myself internally, I want to go out and do something today.

I want to go to the Lady Bird Lake Trail in Austin and walk around and film some stuff and I did that.

I wanted to work on a little intro for a project I've been working on and I did that.

I wanted to call one of my friends and I did that.