Zerk

But.

That's not what you want.

And I know that's not what you want.

I say this because I wish I had heard this.

For me a lot of my.

Self-doubt was what kept me from doing what I actually wanted to do my entire life for so long.

I didn't really start being the version of myself that I'm proud of, the person that gets to speak into a microphone and use my gift of communication until I was 23.

And I knew I had this since I was 18.

But also what we fail to understand is some of us need to go through refinement.

We need to get challenged.

We need to get our heart broken.

We need to find the motivation.

We need to live a little bit of life in order to have that breaking point where we say, okay, let's like, you know that meme where it's the guy sitting in the chair and then he like locks in, right?

That's what you need to do.

And you need some, sometimes you need a moment in order to push that into you.

And yeah, you know, I have watched videos like this where I'm like, oh my gosh, this is my, this is it.

I'm saving this video because when I walk in, I'm going to go back to this video and be like, oh my gosh, I did it.

And then I wouldn't change anything.

And maybe you can prove me wrong.

Maybe you can prove me wrong.