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And that some chaos and some fire can be very good for the soul.

It can actually help you because if you have too much comfort and you don't have enough fire, you start wishing for more fire.

You actually miss the fire because fire keeps you warm.

So it's about figuring out how you can take it and harness it from the inside of your house and put it into a little chimney.

How you can keep it burning so that there is some kind of unpredictability.

There is some kind of, not even drama, but there is some kind of excitement to the changes that you're making.

But it doesn't feel like it's out of control.

And also, it's not all or nothing.

With diet, with fitness, with people, with your alone time.

Balance is about listening.

to what you need and not judging yourself.

There might be times where you need two weeks of pure alone time, where you're not hanging out with your homies, you're putting out the stiff arm and you're being like, hey, I need to just lock in on whatever I got going on.

I'm gonna just go to the gym.

You can meet me at the dining hall.

You can meet me at Chipotle.

We can share a bowl or whatever.

And that's that because I want to spend this time figuring out what I got to figure out.

There might be times where you got to be a social animal for two months.

You got to go and travel and visit your friend that's going to school in Pittsburgh.

You got to go and travel and visit your distant relative that lives in Orlando somehow and trains dogs for a living.