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Behind the Bastards

Part Two: The Orgasm Cult

26 May 2026

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Chapter 1: What is the background of the OneTaste orgasm cult?

0.031 - 19.441 Robert Evans

Welcome back to Behind the Bastards, a podcast where we have uncomfortable conversations about sex and sexuality in the 90s, the Bay Area, in the early 2000s. It's going to be awkward for everybody.

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19.461 - 23.347 Jamie Loftus

Hitting a lot of quadrants. Hitting a lot of important quadrants there.

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23.367 - 28.635 Robert Evans

Hitting a lot of big Qs. Big Qs. A lot of Robert Qs, in fact.

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28.735 - 36.828 Robert Evans

Jamie Loftus, our wonderful guest, back in the saddle again to talk about the orgasm cults. How are you doing, Jamie?

37.329 - 43.699 Jamie Loftus

It's great to be back in the medical saddle that makes you come.

43.719 - 45.521 Robert Evans

Oh, okay, well.

46.142 - 49.347 Jamie Loftus

Yeah, I was like saddle, weird choice today, buddy.

49.588 - 76.303 Robert Evans

Okay. Look, we're all struggling to not say things that sound like... It's weird, especially like... Again, this is all so adjacent to things I've done and were a part of my youth that it's really kind of weird to me. The reaction everyone else has to the... And then they're doing public sex demonstrations in front of crowds of people. It's like, no, I've been to a bunch of those, actually.

Chapter 2: How did Nicole Daedone become involved in the orgasm movement?

158.079 - 163.806 Robert Evans

What are you talking about? It was fun. Very few people got cut. It was a really nice week. I was young.

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163.786 - 168.381 Jamie Loftus

I used to hang out in all of Jigsaw's tracks. We were young.

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168.863 - 182.54 Robert Evans

It was a good time. And there were like maybe four to five stitches required as a result of the shattered glass disco ball. It was a great week. I had a really good time. I've got bad idea tattooed on my fingers because of that week. It was great.

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183.481 - 190.891 Jamie Loftus

Wow. I got electrocuted twice. I was like the lore drop at the end.

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191.872 - 197.619 Robert Evans

I nearly killed a man with a flamethrower. It was an awesome week. Wow. Accidentally, guys.

197.639 - 207.647 Unknown

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209.112 - 216.499 Robert Evans

Hey guys, it's us, the Jonas Brothers. I'm Joe. I'm Kevin. And I'm Nick. And guess what? We created our own podcast called Hey Jonas.

216.879 - 220.543 Unknown

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220.563 - 222.284 Robert Evans

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Chapter 3: What are the key practices and philosophies of the Welcome Consensus?

222.304 - 237.178 Robert Evans

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237.597 - 257.725 Robert Smigel

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258.446 - 260.449 Unknown

Who's the worst singer in the group? The worst?

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260.429 - 281.458 Joe Jonas

yeah me is there anything to the idea that because you're from harvard uh you only got in because your parents made a huge donation to the group the yard birds right that's the name the harvard yard but they're open do you have a name suggestion we're open since you guys are middle-aged uh one erection

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283.885 - 290.713 Robert Smigel

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290.753 - 296.139 Unknown

Humor me. I need some jokes to make me seem funny.

297.981 - 321.057 Robert Smigel

For years, The Unhoused has been presented as a monolith in mainstream media. We The Unhoused is a podcast that's changing the narrative. I'm Theo Henderson, and I created the show while I was unhoused on the streets of Los Angeles. We've grown into a two-time Webby Award-winning podcast, the only podcast that shares unhoused stories and news from the unhoused perspective.

321.077 - 330.587 Robert Smigel

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331.528 - 336.032 Robert Evans

But what happens when you discover that your dad has been living a double life?

Chapter 4: How does the Welcome Consensus differ from traditional cults?

411.088 - 416.539 Robert Evans

! She's completely naked and he's fully clothed in jeans.

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417.16 - 421.569 Jamie Loftus

It looks like a cropped Guantanamo picture. It's horrific.

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421.89 - 425.337 Robert Evans

It looks like some shit from fucking Al Goreb. Thank you.

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425.357 - 439.202 Jamie Loftus

I hate it. You have to really want that. I actually do appreciate the financial barrier. Not just anyone should be able to look at that. You have to be a pervert with money.

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439.222 - 459.806 Robert Evans

Most people are not ready. I also love that it's under the special interests section of the DVD categories for Amazon. This is indeed a special interest. Full jeans. So you're like, let's be clear. No one's comfortable. Nobody's having a good time. No one's having what you would call sex, right?

461.27 - 464.819 Jamie Loftus

Raw jeans on human skin, not for nothing.

465.14 - 481.953 Robert Evans

That lady's going to chafe. Mm-hmm. Big time. Everyone's chafing. Now, this is one of several video guides published by the Wellcome Consensus by the time that Nicole Dedone found it in 1998. She had dated Irwan for a while, and while that didn't last, her interest in deliberate orgasm did.

482.154 - 489.861 Robert Evans

She pressed Irwan to connect her to more training, and rather than send her to Morehouse, he advised that she look into the Splinter Group instead.

489.981 - 494.725 Jamie Loftus

And is this pre, like, huge group?

Chapter 5: What controversies arose around the practices of orgasmic meditation?

565.084 - 566.646 Jamie Loftus

It's a pretty good shirt.

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566.626 - 568.99 Robert Evans

It's a pretty good shirt if it's not attached to a cult, maybe.

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569.03 - 582.492 Jamie Loftus

I don't know. Nothing's going to get me in the door like some fugly, weird merch. So I was like, up until then, I'm like, at what point would I entertain going through the doors? And it is the fugly shirt.

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582.472 - 602.32 Robert Evans

It's the fugly shirt. Yeah, that's what they knew. So the welcome consensus, again, they call new members benchmarks, but it only costs $11 to visit. They've got a compound, obviously, that's elsewhere in California, but they've got a clubhouse in San Francisco. And they do weekly game nights there. And these are games that have been invented by the group that are...

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602.3 - 619.279 Robert Evans

You know those card games that are like, do you and your spouse want to communicate better? This card game will have you talking better and however long it takes to play or whatever like that, right? Like that kind of thing. Those are the sort of games that they're playing. These are like games that are created to aid in communication and intimacy and that are also usually –

619.259 - 638.468 Robert Evans

We did our episodes on Synanon, right? Because that comes out of the self-help movement that all this stuff is related to. A big thing in Synanon is these sessions where people sit around in a circle and insult each other. And they're definitely influenced by that. They've got some games that are like, we'll all sit around and we'll tell someone honestly something about themselves.

638.909 - 645.098 Robert Evans

But it's usually supposed to be positive, but often there's a negative side to it.

645.078 - 674.511 Jamie Loftus

That's how – I used to work at now-closed comedy theater, and we would teach stand-up sketch and improv. What are the most evil things you can do? And in the stand-up classes, the first day would always be just that. You would have to get on stage. I never took it, but I watched. Each student, who just wants to put themselves out there, stands on stage, and every other student says –

674.491 - 681.339 Jamie Loftus

What are some assumptions people might make about you? And this is in Boston, Massachusetts, so you're hearing some really nasty stuff.

Chapter 6: How did Nicole Daedone market her teachings to attract followers?

800.86 - 802.524 Jamie Loftus

Okay, I was going to say, how opt-out?

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802.544 - 828.278 Robert Evans

That's a hard limit. It's not sounding like there is an opt-out. Okay. No. Now, can you lie? Of course. They're not checking. But... Oh, you can lie. Okay. Everyone does. So the WC framed their sex work as sexual experimentation. Again, just like the Morehouses, like we're really more researchers trying to learn like, you know, the scientific secrets of sex that have been locked away.

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828.318 - 841.489 Robert Evans

And their goal is to create like an elite level sexual experience. They were actually more, as much as they were inspired by their self-help groups, they're inspired by like fine dining restaurants, like the French Laundry. That's very much how they like build themselves. This is

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841.469 - 844.314 Jamie Loftus

We want you to have a Michelin orgasm.

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844.334 - 866.11 Robert Evans

Yeah, a Michelin star come. Yes. So Nicole was an instant fit. In short order, she'd paid $14,000 for a two-week class on how to feel and acknowledge her orgasms. Hewitt notes that in her bio for the group website at the time, she wrote, "'Orgasm is the thread that weaves my life together. There is nothing but orgasm, as much as I want.'"

866.225 - 886.258 Robert Evans

That's really how a lot of the stuff in the later cult that she's going to make is going to sound. Like they talk about it like fucking mana, right? Like they're wizards and this is their magic power is orgasm. Like it's a quantifiable thing. Like it's not like a moment that happens. It's like a quantifiable kind of energy you can just have with you and like do Hadoukens with.

886.238 - 898.752 Jamie Loftus

It's kind of it is kind of like almost I mean, I know it won't be for long, but it is almost kind of sweet how they're talking about orgasms as if it was their idea. And they're the first people to think of this.

898.772 - 910.305 Robert Evans

Yeah. No one else has figured this out. So the older group members noticed right away that Nicole was very good at winning new recruits, at convincing people to join the group and to pay money.

910.285 - 940.107 Robert Evans

one of her first gets was a young woman named Allison who was referred to the group by Erwan after meeting him at a rave again there's a lot of like after parties for Burning Man and stuff that people are being like recruited for to some of these groups and shit like that's that's like a thing and Erwan is kind of the thing I get is that he's kind of like their floater like he's probably I think a good looking guy and he's going out to like parties and stuff to find women like Nicole and Allison and you know talk them into showing up at a place like this um

Chapter 7: What impact did the media have on the perception of OneTaste?

1091.011 - 1098.1 Robert Evans

And he says, hey, you need to cop to whatever it is you were doing that made him angry or I'll beat you up myself. Right. And this is liberating. Right.

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1098.42 - 1102.526 Jamie Loftus

Yeah. Because that means you're powerful. And that's me acknowledging you're powerful.

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1102.726 - 1104.048 Robert Evans

That's me acknowledging your power.

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1104.348 - 1122.66 Robert Evans

Yeah. So RJ, this won't surprise anybody, was an aging drunk who went crazy with power and was as likely to give his followers pain as pleasure when he was doing these orgasm sessions. Sometimes if he was angry at a woman that he was like stroking, he would stroke her clitoris so hard that it like was agonizing. And then...

1122.64 - 1143.771 Robert Evans

Like when someone would be like, hey, you're hurting me, he would accuse her of refusing to surrender. And it was not like he regularly would like literally just slap or otherwise hit his partner's genitals during these if he got angry at them. So, again, these are not like nice times a lot of the time. Right. No. I'm sure that's super shocking to hear. Yeah.

1143.751 - 1145.839 Jamie Loftus

I don't know this one. Say more.

1146.039 - 1147.485 Robert Evans

No, not great.

1147.846 - 1153.386 Jamie Loftus

And this is all happening in group set. This is like there's no shortage of witnesses. Yeah.

Chapter 8: What are the implications of the cult's practices on its members?

1294.491 - 1294.832 Jamie Loftus

Yeah.

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1295.272 - 1316.397 Robert Evans

Yeah. So journalists start converging on the community. They get a bunch of bad press and that RJ is kind of getting old at this point. So he just backs off and they really reduce the recruitment efforts. He eventually decides I'm just going to like kind of fade away. Right. Like I like I'm too old for this shit. I don't want to have to like fight the outside world.

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1316.757 - 1319.22 Jamie Loftus

The abusive grift was good while it lasted forever.

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1319.2 - 1335.876 Robert Evans

Yeah. Yeah. And that's when Nicole kind of decides it's time to leave. Right. It's time for me. She can see like, OK, the welcome consensus is on its way out. It's time for me to start my own orgasm cult slash training program. And we'll talk about all that once we finish these ads.

1339.147 - 1346.596 Joe Jonas

Hey, it's us, the Jonas Brothers, and guess what? We have some big news. What's the news, Nick? Huge news. We created our own podcast called Hey Jonas.

1346.796 - 1347.977 Robert Evans

We invented a podcast?

1348.198 - 1350.521 Joe Jonas

Well, we didn't invent it. We just contributed to it.

1350.541 - 1352.343 Robert Evans

We're the first people to do podcasts.

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