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Chapter 1: What unsettling experiences are described in 'Roaches'?
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Hey, what's up, y'all? Okay, so right off the top, I know the feed has been weird for a little while anyway with the interruptions, which I find oddly comforting, but I'm strange. And the last couple of episodes suddenly disappeared for about half a day. Okay, that one's actually on us. We switched hosting sites, and in the transition, there was some overlap stuff, etc.
Anyway, we're trying to get the bugs worked out of the system with that and our ad placement, etc., but all should be corrected soon enough if it hasn't been already. It has been crazy hot and humid lately, like late July, early August type weather, and everything just feels moist. Moist.
Chapter 2: How do childhood memories influence the narrator's perspective?
I mean, this is a horror podcast, right? Moist. I'd say more, but I think we'd start to teeter on that line of erotica that anyone who's ever met me in real life knows I cannot pull off in the least. There's a reason I hide down in the bowels of a largely disused radio station in my free time. Anyway, while you all think about words you hate hearing people say, let's get to today's stories.
First up, from writer J.T. Johnson and narrated by Nicole Goodnight, Creepy Presents, Roaches.
There had been bugs in almost everything at Nona's house. Little gnats stuck dead to the sticky rim of the jam jar. Flies dropping one at a time into whatever might be frying in the food-gunked skillet beneath the swaying sticky strip. The bugs were in other parts of the house, not just the kitchen. Roaches walked up and down the rusty shower rod in Nona's bathroom.
Their long, little antenna twitching and creeping over the edge. They liked to hide in the folds of the shower curtain, too, sometimes landing on my foot and scurrying around the tub while I struggled to get away from it. They hid in the hairbrush or on the bed, under the pillow and in between the sheets.
Chapter 3: What themes of neglect and family dynamics are explored?
They were everywhere, it seemed. On the weekends, my mom would come and bring me back to her apartment. This was on the nicer side of the city, with big windows and no bugs. My mother was young, and she had no gray in her hair, and she dressed not much different from the girls I saw walking to and from the high school. When I was with her, it was an endless string of fun.
Music, pizza, movies, rollerblading, and petting puppies at the Humane Society. She baked cupcakes at 3 o'clock in the morning, drank Coke for breakfast, and when I worried that Nona might find out, she'd shoot me a sly wink that made me feel as though I was in on a secret.
In the days of the bugs and living with Nona and weekending at my mom's apartment, I had come to see Nona as my mother and my mom as something more like a sister or an aunt. I would relish in the bliss of eating ice cream topped with sprinkles and not having to question if they were little morsels of chocolate or little gnats.
I would ask about my dad, sure, and my mom would always say something witty or flippant. Oh, that old schmuck? He caught a one-way ticket to somewhere else, kiddo. Him? Who knows what good old one-night stand is up to. Probably fishing in Kokomo.
Chapter 4: How does the story depict the horrors of living with pests?
Hey, let's dance. Turn it on for me, kiddo. I'd then grab one of her little cassette tapes and put it into her boombox she called The Good Lady. For whatever reason, my mom didn't, like Nona, would wrinkle her nose when she smelled my clothes before making me take a bath. She would say things like, Nona's is a dump, or while making a kink at midnight that that old bat ruined my life.
She only said those things after she'd consulted with Jim, as she called it. But once she'd had that drink, little things would slip out of her. Things about marriage and dropouts. And I'm sure I was a big disappointment. I knew, even at a young age, that there was a tangled mess of a knot between my mom and my Nona. A history that had never fully healed under the calloused surface.
Sometimes when mom complained about Nona, how disgusting her house was or how she had bugs, I would ask, beg even, if I could just come live with her. She would get a strange little look on her face, her mouth setting into a thin line before she'd take my chin and squeeze once. You're better off with Nona, my little doll.
She would say, sometimes with breath smelling like frosting or candy, or other times with the sharp smell of Jim.
Chapter 5: What is the significance of the relationship between the narrator and Nona?
Besides, if you were with me all the time, I wouldn't be so fun. I asked Nona once why I couldn't live with my mom, why I had to stay with her and her bugs. She had looked sad, sad and fretful, before telling me it was just how it had to be. She once explained to me while changing out one of the sticky traps that my mother had always loved parties.
Big ones, little ones, birthday parties or the holiday ones. Your mother loved them. She would say this with a smile before dropping the fly-infested trap into the wastebasket. But for your mother, the party never ends. She just goes to a different one. Not truly, but you know what your Nona means. She'd look at me after saying that. Old eyes the color of moss pushing into my own.
And babies, my darling. They don't belong at the parties that never end. As I got older, I tried harder to keep Nona's house, our house, clean.
Chapter 6: How does the narrative shift to the story 'Parts'?
I kept most of the food, even the cereal and bread, in the fridge. I wiped clean the sticky jam jars and made sure to turn over the blankets to check for the roaches. I sprayed the aerosol cans with the dead bugs on the label. I fought with the landlord about the unlawfulness of renting a home with these conditions.
For years, I went to school praying a roach hadn't snuck in with me, hidden in my hair or in my backpack. By the time I had reached high school, my weekends with my mom had become strained and far apart. Indeed, the party never ended for her. She eventually lost the pretty apartment on the other side of town. This had been preluded by an explosive argument one afternoon when bringing me home.
I was in the eighth grade at the time, and it had been a particularly strained visit. Mom had consulted, more than usual, with Jim, and had been on a sort of rant from Friday to Sunday. I had a life. She had seethed as she splashed Pepsi into the gym, her eyes bleary and glaring at me. I had promise. I had potential.
Chapter 7: What moral dilemmas arise in the second story about organ donation?
She said these words in long, slippery tones, her head bobbing. Lost in a world of history I had not yet been a part of. And now look at me. Just look at me. When back at Nona's, I'd stood in the hallway where they couldn't see, listening while Mom demanded money. Money she knew Nona had. She had bellowed that part.
Nona, who I had never heard raise her voice once, just kept saying she was sorry. I'm sorry, Kara. I'm so sorry. I don't. I can't. My mom had done something then. A loud crash of glass and the delicate tinkle of shards dancing onto the floor stopping Nona's words. You won't, my mom had yelled, something else breaking following her rising voice.
Chapter 8: How do the two stories intertwine themes of sacrifice and survival?
Mom said other things. Nona did too. And at one point, my name had been brought up in a spiteful hiss. My name had been used the way people say fuck and shit. I'm sure at the time I heard it quite well. But memory and the mind have a way of carefully boxing away things that hurt too much. After that, I didn't see Mom for a while. When I did again, she looked... different. She had lost weight.
Her already trim figure now looking almost emaciated. The weekends of cakes and sundaes and rollerblading had been switched out for sitting on broken-down couches, watching talk shows, and eating the dollar store burgers from whichever fast-food place she had decided to work at. She'd cut her long hair short and had a habit of scratching raw patches into her neck and arms. Time went on.
Nona got older. The house got dirtier. The bugs harder to kill. For a long time, it felt like my life had been glued to a carousel that could only get worse as it continued to turn and turn. I left Nona's when I turned 18. I had toiled with the notion of going to college, but in the end, I didn't go. I didn't even try. I had friends. Friends who tried to encourage me to come along.
Friends who said I could crash on their couches or hang in the dorm rooms. I had declined their offers. I knew how far the apple could fall from the old rotting tree. I found jobs where I could. I was a barista, a dog walker. I delivered pizza, and for a while I took calls at a small dental office two hours away from Nona's. I lived in little apartments at this time.
I kept them clean and laid out traps even though there had never been a bug to justify it. I called Nona in the evenings, then on Mondays and Wednesdays, and then slowly over time I called only on Sundays. Then I didn't call at all for a time. Nona became a piece of me that felt dirty, like a secret I desperately wanted to remain hidden in the swamps of my mind.
When I did call Nona, she would sometimes know who I was, sometimes not. Most of the time, she thought I was mom, asking me how school had been, if that boy was treating me nice. When she knew me as me, she would ask how I was, when I would be coming home to see her, and if I was happy. The word happy never quite fit right in my mouth, either too big or too awkward to chew around. I was content.
I was safe. And I lived in a place with no bugs, but happy? I wasn't sure, but I said yes all the same. Mostly because I wanted Nona to not worry. I never asked about Mom, but Nona would mention her from time to time. She'd tell me where Mom was living, if she was in rehab or out again. I didn't care either way. As far as I knew, my time with my mother had come to an end years ago.
The call had come in the late evening, the woman on the line informing me that Nona was behind on her rent. When I asked how late there had been a steady ruffle of paper, then a long sigh. Three months. Can you tell her she needs to get back up to standing? Tell her Lindy can't give her much more rope on this.
I've got my own bills, you know, and... I felt a cold pit in my stomach, Nona's face filling my mind as I listened to Lindy go on about bills and her own woes. I told her I'd get it taken care of, assuring her that yes, yes, you'll get your money. But while we were on the phone, did you get an exterminator out there yet? You know those bugs have been a problem for a long time.
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