Why We Obsess Over "Figuring Out" Alcohol
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Journey to the Sunnyside | Mindful Drinking & Alcohol Health
14 min
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Welcome to Journey to the Sunny Side, the podcast that helps you build a better relationship with alcohol and uncover the secrets to mindful living. Each episode brings you real stories, expert insights, and practical tools to support your goals. Whether you're cutting back, taking a break, or thinking about quitting for good. I'm your host, Mike Hardenbrook, best-selling author, neuroscience enthusiast, and habit change expert. This show is brought to you by Sunnyside, a personalized science-backed program that helps you to drink less through habit change, coaching, and community. And for added support, we now have Sunnyside Met. A clinical option offering access to compounded naltrexone. A prescription medication that reduces cravings and helps prevent binge drinking.
Ready to start your journey? Get your free 15-day trial at Sunnyside.co. Hey everybody, welcome back to another one of these 10-minute Mondays. Today I want to start off with a little bit of my own inner dialogue. When I was just starting to make changes, when I was questioning, you know, how my drinking was, where I wanted to go, I wasn't quite sure. I was giving different things a try. I was doing long breaks. I was trying moderation. And during this time, I always had these doubts. So I want to give you a replay of one of these days during this period and maybe it is similar to something that you're going through or have gone through. So Let's say I didn't have anything the night before. I made it through the night.
It was difficult, but I woke up the next day and I felt really good. I had a clear head. I had good energy, good mood. I was proud of myself for not drinking the night before, for sticking to what I said I'd do. And I think to myself, you know, I'm feeling so good. Maybe this is it. Maybe quitting is the answer. Maybe this is what I need to do. And then by the afternoon, maybe I'm thinking You know, forever though? Like really? No nights out, no happy hours, maybe no drinks when I take a trip somewhere. Could I maybe be casual about it? Can I get to that take it or leave it space? And then I'd go back to later on that day, but you know what? You felt so good this morning. You wanna be your best. And then I'd be like, who can always be at their best?
Is this, you know, am I being extreme here? Am I holding to myself to these expectations that maybe down the road will just lead to imploding later? And then thoughts of, you know, I'm not really destroying my career or my family or these stories you hear about. But I'm also not performing at a hundred percent. And this conversation just keeps cycling over and over again and would go back and forth throughout the day, or maybe on separate days. And then I realized at some point I'm exhausted and I I haven't even had a drink yet. And it felt like I was just trying to figure out who I'm supposed to be. Because that's the thing that I've noticed over the years, talking to thousands of people. about their alcohol.
And for a lot of us, what drains people isn't even the drinking anymore. It's trying to figure it all out. Should I quit? Should I moderate? Am I overthinking this? Why does this feel bigger for me than maybe everybody else?
Why does figuring out my relationship with alcohol feel more exhausting than the drinking itself?
And what does that mean about me? And I think a lot of people quietly believe that there's this version of themselves that's waiting on the other side of finally figuring out alcohol. Like once we land on this perfect answer, all of this just disappears. And our brain basically is mistaking certainty. Of this answer for peace. But I'm not sure that's actually how it works. I think what makes this especially difficult, especially for thoughtful people, is that alcohol slowly stops being just a behavior and it becomes part of our identity that's in question. And in that case it's not do I want to drink tonight, but instead it's what does this mean about me? Am I disciplined? Am I unhealthy? Am I in control?
Am I becoming someone I don't want to become? And once alcohol becomes psychologically attached to that identity, morality, future health, productivity, things like relationship and self-control.
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Chapters
4 chapters
1
What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
0:00–3:23
2
Why does figuring out my relationship with alcohol feel more exhausting than the drinking itself?
3:23–8:15
3
How does all‑or‑nothing thinking keep me stuck in a cycle of doubt about quitting or moderating?
8:15–9:58
4
What is “intolerance of uncertainty” and how does it drive my alcohol‑related rumination?
9:58–14:06