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The Dr. John Delony Show

I’m Afraid I’m Going to Cheat on My Husband

28 Jan 2026

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Chapter 1: How can I manage feelings of attraction in a new marriage?

5.549 - 18.264 Krista

I've been married a little over a year, and I am finding myself attracted to someone who goes to the gym that I'm at. I'm really scared. What if I do something stupid? What if I respond to it?

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18.524 - 38.757 John Delony

What makes you so untrusting of yourself? Have you done this before? Have you cheated before? Hey, this is John with The Dr. John Deloney Show. I'm so glad that you're with us. talking about your relationships and your mental, emotional health, everything you got going on in your life. I'm glad that you're here.

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39.478 - 56.216 John Delony

For two decades, I've been sitting with hurting people when the wheels have fallen off their life. And pull up a seat, and we'll figure out what's the next right move. If you want to be on this show, go to johndeloney.com slash ask, A-S-K. And it'll go to Kelly 1.0.

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Chapter 2: What challenges do military spouses face with parenting?

57.197 - 74.493 John Delony

She'll convert it to hieroglyphics, which is her original language that she used thousands of years ago. And she'll get back to you. And thank God for AI, because then it will translate it back to your native language. All right, let's go out to Seattle, Washington, home of Pearl Jam, and talk to Krista. What's up, Krista?

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76.134 - 78.816 Krista

Hey, thanks so much. Nice to talk with you.

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79.036 - 79.877 John Delony

It's nice to talk with you.

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81.138 - 108.471 Krista

So I am struggling. I've been married a little over a year. And I am finding myself attracted to someone who goes to the gym that I'm at. I just didn't think it would be like that being newly married and I have a new baby and just trying to figure out how do I deal with this? How do I, um, how do I change that? How do I not be that person? I'm scared of cheating.

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Chapter 3: How does postpartum identity shift affect relationships?

108.511 - 121.006 John Delony

Okay. So there's a big, there's a lot of leaps in here. Yeah. Um, so, um, geez, let me back all the way out. Tell me about your marriage right now.

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122.969 - 147.648 Krista

Um, Yeah. I mean, it's, it's generally, it's really good. We're adjusting to having, um, you know, another, another little person in our lives. Um, it's, it's generally like textbook great. It's just, I'm just struggling with, uh, figuring out, you know, what, what marriage really looks like as, as we move forward.

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147.708 - 149.55 John Delony

Tell me about that.

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151.172 - 160.419 Krista

Um, So I was used to traveling a lot and being kind of a jet setter. The baby was a surprise.

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Chapter 4: What are the signs of burnout in new parents?

160.94 - 163.822 John Delony

Is the baby why y'all got married?

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164.903 - 168.206 Krista

No, no. He's a honeymoon baby. He's super cute.

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168.266 - 168.767 John Delony

Hey-o.

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170.128 - 177.014 Krista

Yeah, I'm surprised. Which, you know, I'm so grateful for that. Okay, let me stop you there.

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177.054 - 192.151 John Delony

Can I tell you, you can be super grateful and be holding a baby that's the, like, this suddenly is the reason you're alive, right? All that stuff. And also, you can grieve the fact that it wasn't in your plans for it to come like this.

195.276 - 195.376 Unknown

Yeah.

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It doesn't make you a bad mom for you to go, good God, I wish this had happened four years from now.

201.526 - 201.626 Unknown

Yeah.

Chapter 5: How can couples improve communication after a deployment?

201.986 - 210.6 John Delony

And it doesn't make you a bad wife and him a bad husband if y'all are both scrambling now, because this is not the picture y'all drew up.

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212.369 - 220.158 Krista

Yeah, I mean, I didn't think I would feel this way having a baby either. Okay, listen to me.

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220.179 - 225.265 John Delony

Listen, there's no bad feelings. Okay?

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227.467 - 227.628 Unknown

Okay.

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228.529 - 252.179 John Delony

There's no bad feelings. You're allowed to be frustrated. You're allowed to be annoyed. They pop into your mind. And I think most of our pathology these days is because when the thoughts hit you, We are so uncomfortable with them. We want to blame somebody else for them or we want to beat ourselves up for them. And then we feel dead in our own skin because we have to numb ourselves out.

253.341 - 256.425 John Delony

And then somebody walks by us in the gym and they say, hey, I think you're beautiful.

Chapter 6: What role does vulnerability play in a marriage?

256.565 - 259.368 John Delony

And all of a sudden we're like, oh, that makes me feel alive again.

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262.212 - 264.155 Krista

Yeah. Yeah. You get what I'm saying?

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264.715 - 267.197 Krista

I don't feel like myself most of the time.

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267.318 - 275.846 John Delony

And I, yeah, I, you don't feel like the, the, the version 3.0 of yourself. And now you're at version 5.0.

277.127 - 303.06 Krista

Yeah, exactly. Yeah. I am. I just don't, I don't know. Like, I feel like my identity is just completely flipped and I don't, I don't know how to deal with that, I guess. And yeah, as, as, having these feelings really scares me because I, I do love my baby and I love my husband and I want that to work.

Chapter 7: How can I address feelings of shame around weight loss medications?

303.1 - 316.735 Krista

I'm just so terrified. Like what if I, what if I do something stupid? What if I respond to it? Um, generally I just like keep my distance from that person, but I'm really scared.

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316.976 - 317.676 John Delony

Have you cheated before?

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319.579 - 323.443 John Delony

So what makes you so untrusting of yourself?

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325.077 - 345.209 Krista

Um, in the past I had really poor taste in men, I would say. Okay. And so I don't trust that I won't fall for something that's stupid. I guess I don't trust that I'm going to always make the wisest of choices.

346.17 - 360.906 John Delony

Okay. So let me clear the deck on a couple of things. Number one, there would be something wrong with you, all of you, if you suddenly stopped finding attractive people attractive.

Chapter 8: What strategies can help in building new friendships as adults?

362.688 - 378.712 John Delony

Okay? Okay. There would also be something innately wrong if there weren't lightning bolts of electric desire. Okay? That just means you're human.

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381.946 - 413.824 John Delony

What you can control is whether you choose to meditate on that and fantasize about that and let it consume part of you. The whole room should be lifted up when a beautiful woman walks in the room. Period. End of story. There should be a spirit that lifts in the room. Right? There should be a spirit that lifts in a room when a fireman walks in. Right? Or like a good-looking guy in the gym.

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Everyone should go, ah, right?

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419.452 - 419.753 Unknown

Yeah.

420.013 - 447.795 John Delony

And then the switch flips is, I wonder if... or I'm gonna turn on the flirt a little bit, or I'm gonna receive his flirt a little bit. And man, my husband doesn't, and that'd be so cool if, and that reminds me of when. And that's when we get ourselves in trouble. And so if you honestly think in your guts,

448.906 - 473.441 John Delony

And what I can't parse here in 15 minutes is, are you wrestling with, I'm a new version of myself and my husband and I have found ourselves, you've heard me say this, like six inches apart on the couch, but 6,000 miles away from each other. Then what we need to do is go out for a half day and completely wipe the deck and say, hey, we got a brand new relationship. We have a brand new partnership.

473.461 - 479.33 John Delony

We have a brand new marriage because now we've never been together. We've never been romantically involved and had a human to take care of.

480.793 - 481.073 Unknown

Yeah.

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