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Nobody prepares you for the feeling of losing somebody. Nobody prepares you for the weirdness that is that person was once here and now they are not and how you deal with that. And I still don't really know how to deal with it. It's just something that you deal with. Zerky Show, how we doing? I just want to make a quick announcement. This video that you're about to watch is not happy.
It is a very hard topic to talk about sometimes. It is about grief, and there are some tears shed. If that's something that you don't really want to watch, I don't blame you. I have plenty of other videos that are more happy. This one I needed to make. I felt compelled to make it. And if you are going through something, maybe this is the video for you. But either way, I love you.
I hope you're doing good. And just wanted to give a fair warning. Okay.
my grandfather passed away from cancer when I was in college it was my first year being at University of Georgia I remember I was in my apartment I woke up and in the family group chat was a notification that I knew was coming I knew that he was not in a good state but I just was hoping that I could I don't even know I was just hoping that maybe something could happen but
It was reading that notification, that message that said he had passed away in his sleep that really, really hit home. And I couldn't process it then. I had no idea how to process it. And it wasn't until I visited his grave last year for the first time that I just like let go of a lot.
remember my grandfather he he went to his grave with his mom and his dad where he is buried now and he took me and like introduced me to them he talked to them and it was like I was like what is he doing why is he doing this you know But he was doing it like a sign of respect. And he was telling his parents about me. Like, hey, this is my grandson. And I'm very proud of him.
And this is going to be hard for me to talk about. But I just, I don't know. I want people to know about this. So, okay. Let's do this. So... He did that, and then when I visited his grave, I did the same thing. I had told him about what was going on in my life and that I was good. And then I was... And then I missed him.
I really missed him because the last couple of months were really, really difficult. Because... Dang, man. Because he was not himself. He was very sick. And it was hard to see that. And it's weird. It's weird. And what I want to tell somebody who...
is maybe in the beginning of grief, and it's not just losing a family member, maybe it's losing somebody in a relationship that meant a lot to you, is that grief is weird. Grief is weird. It's weird because you do not forget that person. My grandfather is forever burned into my memory in the best way. And the memories that I have with him, I really cherish them. I really care about them.
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