Chapter 1: What happens when postpartum depression is ignored and left untreated?
Well, my name is Megan.
Chapter 2: Why do so many mothers hide their postpartum mental health struggles?
I'm from Texas and I am coming today to talk about my experiences with postpartum depression and how it being left untreated kind of led into pretty severe postpartum psychosis.
Chapter 3: How rare is postpartum psychosis and why is it so dangerous?
Just a few disclaimers. I, my ex-husband and I, we weren't married at the time, but we did get married in the mix. And so I'm just going to refer to him as my ex-husband, but We're still, we're really good. We're in an amazing place. My daughter's at his house right now. We're awesome. We talk every day. So I don't want to focus on his side of the story more so.
It's mostly mine because he did have a lot. of influence on kind of why, and we have discussed this on why I started to have these symptoms and things. And so, but we're in a really good place right now. So I don't want to speak negatively on him, his children, my child, everyone could see this 10 years from now, it's on the internet.
Chapter 4: How can family support change pregnancy fear into acceptance?
And I don't want them to think anything bad of him or anything. He's an amazing, amazing man. So a little bit about postpartum depression. because I was doing some research. I kept this secret for years and years and years. I actually just told my ex-husband about it two days ago. For the first time? Yes. Wow. And he was floored.
He had no idea that these things are the things that I was going through whenever we were together because this is very taboo.
Chapter 5: What does postpartum psychosis feel like when it begins?
It's very scary.
Chapter 6: Why do postpartum psychosis symptoms feel spiritual or demonic?
It's very isolating. I did not have anyone to talk to. I was so scared. I didn't want my life to implode because of all of this stuff I was going through. I just recently started doing a lot of research. My new boyfriend and I are trying to have a child. And so I started to think like, what if I do this again? Maybe I need to like be more open. I need to talk about this.
Chapter 7: What does life look like after surviving postpartum psychosis?
I need to tell people. And so I started doing some research and like 10 to 20% of women actually experience postpartum depression. It's like one in eight. And most women usually will experience a little baby blues. Just the rush of hormones is totally normal. But the postpartum psychosis is a very, it's much more rare.
The mothers who go on to, I think it's called infancyde, where they kill their children. But there's a famous case in Boston. And then Andrea V. Yates is from Texas, which is where I'm from. And she did kill her children. And so it can turn into something very, very severe. And when I was going through this, I did not ever think that that would be me. That would never be me.
So quick question. Does, is it postpartum depression that leads to the psychosis or can it just jump to it?
I'm not really sure because I, I'm assuming that it is, but that's just me assuming on my experience. I never went back to my OB and discussed any of these things with her. I just went to a regular doctor and they just gave me some medications. But I feel like if postpartum depression is left untreated, I do think it can progress. I don't think that you give birth and immediately are...
psychotic or anything like that. I think that just you lack of sleep, the crying, the emotions over time, I think it can lead to pretty severe psychosis. So starting my story, I feel like the way I grew up had a pretty good influence on how I led my life as a young adult. I was very sheltered growing up. I was raised in a Christian household and we went to church all the time.
My dad's actually a pastor. He drives a truck, but he also is an ordained pastor. And we went to church all the time. Very, very sheltered, very religious family, which is completely fine. I do not regret my upbringing at all.
However, in my teenage years, my friends and I, we all did like a true love waits course, which is where you vow to save yourself until you find the person that you're going to marry. And that's who you're going to be with. That's who you have your family with. And that's that. So I did all of that. I had a little pendant I wore. I still have that little pendant.
It had true love weights on it with the little wedding rings. I wore it all the time. And so I feel like when I met my ex-husband, there were very obvious red flags that I should have been like, oh, no, not for me. But I was like, no, this is the man I'm going to be with. I'm going to marry him. I love him. True love weights. I was here for it.
and so a little bit on how i met him i got a job at our local hospital in my town i started out in housekeeping and then i got my cna license and while i was working as a cna i met my very best friend at the time and she was a nurse on the floor that we worked and she had gone through this program where you get your nursing school paid for free if you agreed to work for this hospital.
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