起初你不知自己在等他。你这样悠悠梳理头发，看着街上的人和马；你一动不动，却去过了每个地方、角落寻找他。直到此刻，你看见他竟站在路对过，正向你望来。 他和你眼睛相遇时，你把梳子停在了头发上，对他笑。他却匆忙侧过身。孩子气上来了，他去踢一块好好铺在那儿的石块。石块被拔起，他把它踢过去，踢回来。他似乎想与什么作对，又似乎一切都在与他作对，使他满心不悦又无从发泄。他顾不上来掩饰他的男儿童的原形了。 你等着他眼光一寸一寸从墙根往上爬，爬上你的窗，像曾经那样攀着树干爬上来。你接住他终于爬上来的眼光，像接住一头栽进你怀抱的他的肉体。 他感觉到你接住了他，他远远站立，赤裸裸的肉体却在你手里。那男儿童的动作瞬间消失了。你又看见他入瘾似的深情。 从此你在这个时辰走到面街的这扇窗。路对过却没有他了。有一刹那，一街的人都变成了他。 让我告诉你心里这份不适是什么，就是我们这些人一听就哈哈大笑的“爱”。
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