Abbie Chatfield

But I stupidly – is it stupid?

I don't know.

I stopped eating so that I stopped taking my Dexys because – It can affect your appetite, right?

Oh my God.

It's crazy.

You don't want to eat at all.

And it's even like, you're like, you just don't think about it.

You're just doing other things.

And you go, oh shit, it's 4pm.

And then suddenly you're starving because the Dexy wears off and you go, oh my God, I'm starving.

But I'm, I now feel nauseous because I haven't eaten all day.

So now it's like, I'm forcing food down, having a lot of soups, having a lot of things like that, that are easily digestible.

But the Dexys are,

The dexamphetamine, if you have ADHD, you know what it is.

If not, it's basically just a little bit of speed, you know.

It makes you not hungry and makes you focused and your brain more normal.

But I think my mental health has also been fucked by not taking Dexys because I haven't had them really for a few months now.

And I was so anxious this morning and I was like –

oh, I know if I should have a Dexie today, like I've got the podcast, but I don't know.

You know, I was like, I don't know what, what's, if it's going to help or not help.