Abbie Chatfield

And it's just so sad that the reason why I'm doing that is partially, yes, I would love land in a backyard totally and you can't really do that in Sydney unless you're going to spend literally $7 million.

So fuck that.

But it's just so sad that I'm like –

I have to go and hide away in a hidey hole, in a bunker, like I'm an evil billionaire or something.

I have to go and do that because –

A, I already have such low capacity and I already struggle with it.

But B, because people are just so inappropriate.

Like people like slap my ass or like lick me or like kiss me or like squeeze my tits or like a gurning in my face when I go.

It's like I – and then if people aren't like that,

When I meet people who seem normal, they pretend to be my friend even if it is at like an industry house party.

Like there was a house party that I went to that was a musician's thing and I kind of thought everyone there would be normal and then I talked to this girl all night and then at the end of the night after they get drunk, they confess that they're my biggest fan in a really weird way and they leech onto me saying,

And then I feel like an invasion of privacy and I feel like an idiot and then I feel really exhausted and I feel like used of like you see me as being different and weird so you made a beeline for me.

I never ever see it as like, oh, you see me as being famous and you want to get some of my shine.

I see it as like I feel weird.

I feel like I'm a weirdo.

Like I feel like I'm so unlike –

You think that I'm so unlike you that, like, it's exciting to be around me.

I don't take that as a compliment.

And you can't interact with me in a normal way.

Yes.