Abbie Chatfield

They're going to think that we're in an abusive relationship and if someone gets a photo, the headline will be like, it's constant.

It's really constant.

And the irony is most of the time I'm having a panic attack or crying and

about someone coming and sitting down with me, about someone taking a photo of me.

So point is I am unfortunately looking at leaving Sydney, which makes me really sad because I would love to live in Sydney.

I love where I live.

I love the area that I live in.

It's great.

It's wonderful.

I love being able to go and see my friends.

But the net positive of being in Sydney isn't really –

there anymore but it's really sad and I have to go and like build a commune out in whoop whoop and go and live in whoop whoop which is nice I guess it is beautiful but

Because my energy is so fucking low all the time that I can't even see my friends.

I can't even talk to my friends because I already have a really, really, really low social battery.

Like I'm naturally a very – like my friend – he's been my friend since hospice for like over a decade –

once was like to me I've never met someone with a lower social background than you I just like laughing being like I've never met anyone that has to go home earlier than you like and it isn't even like I'm sleepy like it's not fatigue it's like I just it's just too much for me socializing is too hard for me it's too much it's too stressful it's too much energy and the fact that I have to leave Sydney is just

really shit.

And people are like, why don't you just like give people less energy?

And it's like, well, I, I was physically turning away and walking away from this person and they were following me and that happens regularly.

And yeah.