Abby Wambach

That's what I've always done every day of my life, my entire life.

It is deeply, deeply uncomfortable for me to adapt to

to a world in which I have the volition and I have the responsibility to figure it out.

I never had that responsibility to figure it out before.

All I was doing was the quote unquote smartest, best long-term plan.

And now I'm at a point in my life where that long-term plan is actually not suited to my circumstance.

And I'd be lying to myself to say that it was.

And so I have to figure that out.

And I am a tiny infant baby.

I have no idea how to figure out what I want.

I have no idea how to build a life that isn't based on rules.

I have no idea how to be like not as prudent, smart decision.

That like, that's the path I am finally at a stage where I have to like figure my own path by myself for myself.

And that's not comfortable for me.

So I don't know what it is.

All I know is that there are different considerations that I have never considered that I'm being forced to consider if I'm going to live honestly, according to my reality.

Thank you for having us. Such an honor. This is really an honor, really special. And I think it's so special you're choosing to do this together.

Thank you for having us. Such an honor. This is really an honor, really special. And I think it's so special you're choosing to do this together.

Thank you for having us. Such an honor. This is really an honor, really special. And I think it's so special you're choosing to do this together.

How's it going so far?