Abby

And I just like think about that a lot.

I'm like that's...

how do i say this it would just it'd be hard for you to imagine it'd be hard for me to imagine like going through life without someone intimately knowing everything that's happening my thoughts like what i'm going about my day gosh like what my one-stop shake order is like it's like someone that just like knows you so intimately like one person that like that would probably feel i can imagine that where that could feel lonely where it's like it's not even the fact that he like

like this family she's looking at that he loves her, but that like he knows her and that they're like in each other's lives.

I don't know.

And so, I don't know where I'm going with this, but just thinking about like life, how it looks so differently depending on when you enter into marriage.

Because I mean, we're very, I got married at 20, which is crazy now saying that.

But just thinking about how,

Matt and I were actually just talking about this.

I was like, Matt, I literally know you so well.

I was like, I literally remember when you were a kid and I saw you become a man and you saw me go from like become a woman.

And we have like this insane library of memories together that like I can't imagine even now at 27.

How old am I?

I don't know.

This is actually real.

But I was like, the fact that like, we have some friends that are single and they're dating right now.

Like, gosh, they have to fill them in on like, you also can't really...

that's there's something so unique about like having that type of history by that age that it's like it's really special totally so that's not to say one's right or one's wrong like i feel like this is just something that looks like unique about young marriage it's like gosh we literally have

so much history.

Yeah.