Adrian Lester
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494 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jul 2026
last heard 7 Jul
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They are desperately trying to say, can you see me?
Can you hear me?
And what you see and what you hear, do you accept it?
And when it works, that's what's happening.
I know.
I think there's a big gap.
We will work on this now.
Yes, I can see why it ended.
It was very much a decision that I made, very much a decision that I made, and very much a few mistakes as well in relating that I fell into based on insecurity and based on this dissonance that lay between us.
and also an ability to
because you're trying to prop up and hold on to something that is very, very good, but no longer feels good for you, you keep, and all of us do this, we keep going through the motions of making it work until the feeling returns.
You know, ups and downs that you will have over a number of years in a relationship, you keep propping and supporting and so on, waiting for that feeling to come back.
At the same time as you're trying to talk about why the feeling has gone and trying to prop things up.
And it's just that dissonance, the miscommunication, the understanding, the true understanding that no, actually, I am no longer being seen.
And having to accept that truly, I'm no longer being seen and I'm no longer being heard.
And that's gone.
And whatever I thought I was doing, whatever I thought I was trying to achieve, these two things now are no longer true.
And the deep, deep sadness that comes from that is...
It's profoundly upsetting.
You know, I was going into places and the lack of confidence, the unhappiness, the thread, that kind of fire had sort of left me and I was still trying to pedal the wheels of a stationary bike and say...
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