Alea O'Shea

they need that as well.

But like truly like they're putting so much time into me and I'm like people often forget about that next layer out.

And like that was something I didn't even think of for people I know who have gone through cancer and things like that until I went through it myself.

So now I'm like I want to get that out there.

So definitely that but also just like

I don't know.

It doesn't have to be so serious all the time.

I think that's been such a thing for me.

Like me and my friends are actually so dumb, like so silly.

And it's like, that's what's helped me the most.

Like we call cancer my flop era.

Like literally, like it's like genuinely like, when am I getting out of my flop?

No, it is though.

Like I'm like, surely like I'm going to get out of my flop era.

Like genuinely, I'm like, just make, not make them laugh because the people come in like, oh my God, I got to lift you up.

And I'm like, just...

don't think you have to be so solemn all the time because it's like stuff is already so solemn and like so serious I'm like

I don't know.

I just want to laugh.

I just want to be silly.