Alexandra

Yeah, I think I've given some thought to...

um maybe my fear surrounding telling him more about this is that uh it wouldn't be enough to not have all the other extra stuff which yeah kind of boils down to like why not why is it not just enough to yeah just just me and not all of the toys and outfits and everything else okay so i i want i want to make sure and this is hard this is heavy um but i want you to

Well,

Yeah, that's a, that's a great question too.

That has been, you know, on the surface of my mind as this is constantly coming up for me.

And actually since I submitted my question, you know, cause it's been so, uh, just so much on my mind.

I, I, I actually, I did talk to him about it last night.

How'd it go?

Um, it went well.

Um, I'm still, I think I'm still a little nervous about how to articulate exactly, you know, the why I'm feeling what I'm feeling and, and,

And he actually, all my nerves were surrounding, like, I'm going to disappoint him.

He's going to feel rejected.

Um, he's going to be alarmed that I'm not interested anymore.

He'll take it personally.

And he, there was a little bit of that, but he was, he was really supportive and really great about it.

Um, but there was something, I guess this kind of maybe evolved the question to a part two.

Um, he, he is so good to me.

He's so great.

And we are, we're really happy.

And, um,