Alexis Fernandez-Preiksa

Anyway.

Babe, I have literally been, other than the fact that it was on New Year's Eve, I've been in the exact same position as you.

The exact same thing happened to me literally 10 years ago.

And I was in that position where I felt I was drowning.

I felt like because I had no answers.

Both our parents, like we had this beautiful family dinner the night before.

It was just like soon after New Year's as well.

Like what the fuck with these cunts on New Year's, like some weird – anyway.

It was like everything was perfect.

The affection never, never dwindled.

There were no red flags.

And even now when I look back, there was nothing that had really changed.

It was just something that was in his head.

Okay.

So I know what you're going through.

And I know that it's like that abandonment pain when you have no answers physically hurts your fucking soul.

It's horrible.

And I hate that you're going through that because it's not only they've left you but it's this lack of understanding.

It's a lack of communication and it's like I don't even – it feels like I don't even bother to try and fix this with you or try and change it.

It feels like you're being tossed to the curb and it's just fucked.