Allie Harding

It was awful.

I couldn't handle it.

My brain was done, but...

I can't remember if it was like numbers.

So you had a headset on and then you were looking at a computer and there was numbers on the screen, but you had to hear the numbers and it would tell you whether to pay attention to the ones that you were hearing or the ones that you were seeing and you had to memorize them.

And it would give you like a five second thing where you had to memorize them.

And it was so overwhelming for me.

And then after they had done that, she said that you're supposed to be medicated if you're at a level 40.

So if your score is 40, you're supposed to be medicated.

If you score a 90, then you're supposed to be hospitalized because you're a danger to yourself or others.

And I scored 111.

And this was at a time where I was unmedicated.

Yeah.

She literally said that I was a walking miracle.

And I was like, well, what?

So, yeah, it was crazy.

I don't know.

I'm still fuzzy on that whole thing.

But that's what I remember.

They had tried to put me on stuff for ADHD and I think that they had put me on an antidepressant.