Allie Lima

Anton and I very much agreed on him being the provider.

I think something that adds a lot of context, honestly, is just the fact that, you know, we did have those conversations.

And then also my work week was a three-day, 12-hour shift.

days kind of situation as a nurse at that point um and so you know the whole not cooking not cleaning that whole situation was like yeah during my three days where I'm exhausted and trying to just like make it through my shifts um doesn't mean I don't pick up after myself in general or like don't clean ever like I or cook I cook very healthy meals and like I like to keep things simple but you know I do cook at home um and so that would have added a whole lot of context

I do remember us sitting at the bar.

I think it was a situation where it was, I don't want to talk about it at all.

It was definitely like, we're out with your friends.

Let's just enjoy their company.

Let's get to know each other better and get to know your friends and just have fun is what the theme of that day was.

after filming ended was um and then I do think because of you know so many things going on it just I I just didn't bring it up and like now looking back I'm like how did I not talk about it um but I do know that like myself I am avoidant um and so being avoidant doesn't really help the situation where a lot of times it takes me more time to process things to be able to be ready to talk about it um and so that was really the situation at dinner and then

I'm sure something like that after as well.

Yeah, we can talk about it.

I think you pretty much heard the whole bathroom conversation, you know, in the pods, Anton and I talked about how both of us grew up pretty religious.

We kind of stepped away from religion for a little while.

And then, and you know, the last, like the recent year had come back to it.

So that was actually something that we really connected on was growing our religion together and wanting to do that.

um and so obviously somebody's past like we all have a past right my concern was with it being like a recent thing and us having shared our religion how that wasn't really something that like you know he talked about and I had to hear that from somebody else and then you know the drinking conversation came up later too and that was the general theme of our conversations was like not really talking about it fully but more so like

I think the first time that I started realizing that maybe I don't know the extent of Anton was actually in Baja.

And I did talk about this at the reunion, not the specific thing on its own, but he had a vape the whole time in the pods.

And I was like, how did you get a vape?