Alyssa

And, you know, he was caught up in it with me because obviously I was in the firing line.

So he, you know, he wanted to, you know, be there for me and support me and be a voice with me because I was just... You would have seen the look on my face.

You know what?

I think in hindsight, hindsight is a beautiful thing.

I'm kind of happy I experienced it.

I mean, it's something like, you know, not many people get to do in their lifetime.

So the fact that I went through a process and I survived, I think I still have all my brain cells intact.

Maybe a bit of trauma.

Guys, I can't spill the tea.

So is that a no comment?

I don't want to ruin the story.

He ticks so many boxes in my life.

He's the calm.

He is my home.

But there's some things that he can't give me.

I function at a high frequency.

And sometimes I feel like I'm missing that stimulation, that high frequency that I would normally get from my relationships to make me happy.

Two loves of my life.

I'd say Ninja and Tory.

Tory and then Ninja is close second.