Amanda Knox

Yeah, a lot of people don't...

take the they don't understand that also like as you're being thrust into the light life still happens and so many people don't know what we're dealing with behind the scenes and the way you push through would have never known and I didn't know that until you shared it on the live show and I was just like wow like the fact that you can that's a lot I know what you put into the election you know and then to go through that loss and then to turn around and lose your mother I know that was hard

Yeah, yeah.

And it's one of those things where I was just thinking, I was like, man, I was thinking about people I'm grateful for.

And I was thinking about, I don't know, it was the craziest thing to think about.

And it was like the dynamic, dope women that have done my makeup before I have gone on to get anything, right?

A speech or an award or whatever.

Because they've had to redo my makeup so many times because I'm literally...

crying before I have to walk out I miss my mom so much she's not here for these things and so it's been it's like I know her spirit is here but you miss her and so like you go through life and this person who has poured everything into you to make you who you are

And finally... You're there.

You're there or you're somewhat there.

Yeah.

And she's not physically there.

And it's... I got some tissue for you.

Yeah.

It's... It has an impact on you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So... Yeah, so it's been really...

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