Amanda Stern

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495 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Mar 2020 last heard Mar 2020

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between me and the world.
And
Any sort of s motion I took, or any sort of step I I took that
I would um I would start feeling like I
go on oh I was gonna die.
You know, it just it felt sort of like
I felt like my I like I was being dragged by my ankles toward like a big black
pond of quicksand and I was gonna be pulled down into it and like
just dropped into nothingness.
I felt very um like my brain felt like someone was constantly scribbling in it.
Couldn't really have
I couldn't find words so much, it just felt like heat.
There was a lot of heat.
And and and pins and needles.
All over my body.
And just a terror.
It was just I felt terror.
And I felt terror.
All the time.
And sometimes the terror would just show up in a flash, and other times it would hang around for a few minutes, and otherwise it would, you know, the closer it got to my separating from my mom, the the worse it the worse I would get.
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