Amoyea Hassan

We begin to project that onto God.

We begin to project that onto God.

and we see in a lot of households that men are usually attacked the most yeah we see that yeah but um yeah literally growing up like we said the difference between me and you is that like we both experience absence but in different ways like my absence is the knowing that my father my father passed away very very traumatic um my father was shot i told you right yes um yes i know that very well no i'm not laughing okay

and we see in a lot of households that men are usually attacked the most yeah we see that yeah but um yeah literally growing up like we said the difference between me and you is that like we both experience absence but in different ways like my absence is the knowing that my father my father passed away very very traumatic um my father was shot i told you right yes um yes i know that very well no i'm not laughing okay

It's a pivotal part to your testimony.

It's a pivotal part to your testimony.

I'm like, you remember that, right? But it's cool. But anyways, yeah, like, he passed away when I was three years old. So, like, with that being said, I'm so sorry. Oh. Why are you laughing? You're so unserious. I'm sorry. But yeah, so he passed away when I was three years old. He ended up getting shot. And growing up, you know, without my dad, it was not the easiest thing ever.

I'm like, you remember that, right? But it's cool. But anyways, yeah, like, he passed away when I was three years old. So, like, with that being said, I'm so sorry. Oh. Why are you laughing? You're so unserious. I'm sorry. But yeah, so he passed away when I was three years old. He ended up getting shot. And growing up, you know, without my dad, it was not the easiest thing ever.

My brothers, they have their fathers in their lives, unlike me. So, yeah, it was very hard when I came when I gave my life to Christ. I didn't. I didn't really know how to accept, like you said, God as a father. Yeah. I always looked up to God as this high authority figure, like, oh my gosh, you know? Yeah, same.

My brothers, they have their fathers in their lives, unlike me. So, yeah, it was very hard when I came when I gave my life to Christ. I didn't. I didn't really know how to accept, like you said, God as a father. Yeah. I always looked up to God as this high authority figure, like, oh my gosh, you know? Yeah, same.

But in like the last year, in the beginning of this year, was kind of those, like God was speaking to me to receive him as a father and come to him as a daughter. So even in my language, I realized even in my prayer language, I would speak to God like, you know, Lord. And I would say, God, I never called God father. Hmm.

But in like the last year, in the beginning of this year, was kind of those, like God was speaking to me to receive him as a father and come to him as a daughter. So even in my language, I realized even in my prayer language, I would speak to God like, you know, Lord. And I would say, God, I never called God father. Hmm.

rarely rarely and I realized the more I called him father was the deeper of deeper intimate like I would I would get into like deeper levels of intimacy with him so like every time I would be like father father it would break parts of me it would break parts of me and like fill voids inside of me that I realized I didn't realize existed yeah and I think it's because there's a part of you that doesn't know that unknown space of like you don't know what it's like to have a relationship with the father and I think

rarely rarely and I realized the more I called him father was the deeper of deeper intimate like I would I would get into like deeper levels of intimacy with him so like every time I would be like father father it would break parts of me it would break parts of me and like fill voids inside of me that I realized I didn't realize existed yeah and I think it's because there's a part of you that doesn't know that unknown space of like you don't know what it's like to have a relationship with the father and I think

That allowed you to walk in a lot of forgiveness.

That allowed you to walk in a lot of forgiveness.

I feel like for me, I experienced a lot of heartbreak from men in my past relationships. I started speaking to men probably around high school. Because like I said, high school was when I really began to feel that fatherless void inside of me. And even now, as you speak and tell your story, I'm realizing a lot of the heartbreak that I experienced, God allowed it.

I feel like for me, I experienced a lot of heartbreak from men in my past relationships. I started speaking to men probably around high school. Because like I said, high school was when I really began to feel that fatherless void inside of me. And even now, as you speak and tell your story, I'm realizing a lot of the heartbreak that I experienced, God allowed it.

He allowed it because it would allow me to experience his love and to understand that those voids cannot be filled by sex. It cannot be filled by the fake affection from men, temporary love from men.

He allowed it because it would allow me to experience his love and to understand that those voids cannot be filled by sex. It cannot be filled by the fake affection from men, temporary love from men.