Saved Not Soft
Modesty, DPDR, and Conviction ft Amoyea Hassan | SavedNotSoftPodcast
Tue, 29 Apr 2025
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Chapter 1: Who are the hosts and guest of this episode?
hello hello everyone and welcome back to saved not soft what's going on everybody y'all i'm so excited i say that every episode but it is because i'm really excited and today is gonna be such a special episode first before i get into who's sitting here to the very right of me If you don't know who I am, my name is Emmy Moore. I'm the host of Save Not Self podcast.
And this podcast is to let you know you're heard, seen, and loved through Christ. Okay. Yada, yada, yada, yada. That is basically the pivotal message of this entire podcast. And Jesus at the core gets all the glory. Amen. Today, I have a very special guest here with me today. And I feel like this is kind of a cycle of guests I've been having on my pause. We had Clarissa three to four episodes ago.
And I brought on my other bestie, Miss Amoye Hassan. Hey, girl.
What's up? This is a pleasure.
Yeah.
This is beautiful.
And it's something we've been talking about for years.
for a long for a very long time yeah maybe possibly since the first time we met yeah like even seeing you do this podcast and everything like this was this been in the works it's been talked about so to be on here is literally this is glory this is a pleasure yeah and i'm so appreciative no thank god
We thank God. So Amoya is from New York and she's down right now because I just had my bachelorette. Freaking spectacular. The best.
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Chapter 2: What is the story behind Emmy and Amoyea's friendship?
So whenever I was six, seven years old, I've always been listening to rap music. So as I'm growing older, I'm listening to more and more and more. And then I hear that layup by Future. Oh my gosh. I think I heard that in middle school. And I was like, I love this dude. I love how he sounds. I love the beats. Beethoven, all of it, right?
So through middle school, all the way to high school and even college years, I wasn't in college, but those same years, I was a huge Future fan.
and even when i first came to christ i was a future fan probably two years in me being into christ and so you met me the first year of me being into christ yeah and this is like the second year uh when i decided oh man this just i hate that i did this because you try to warn me and i'm like now i'm here testifying about it so yeah here's my here's my lick back i guess um but i decided so stupid um
I decided to go to a Future concert by myself in Oakland. And if y'all are not from California and you do not know where Oakland is, that's probably the worst place for a girl like me to go.
And the crazy part is I didn't even know what Oakland was. The only thing I saw was Future. So I didn't even know about the Oakland part.
Yeah, I drove by myself. I went by myself. It was in Oakland. Like, what's one of like... What's the worst city in New York?
Oh, they'll get so mad at me for saying this. Well, the Bronx. Okay. What's the one right under that? Um...
under the bronx i mean there's places in brooklyn like you got like the ville crown heights yeah so i would say because i would argue that the worst place in all of cali is like stockton area like up in the bay yeah and i would say i would say that oakland is like the neighbor of that so um that's where i was by myself too and you know i was pretty settled on going to this concert and
And I told her. And she was not having it. As you should. Because now that I've moved past it, I'm like, dang.
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Chapter 3: How did Amoyea's experience with DPDR and anxiety shape her faith?
but maybe you could just start maybe maybe i think i just started processing life different y'all understand what i'm saying she mad smart anyways like but um i there was like a part of me that started realizing certain things in my life right like um when i when leaving 19 going into 20 um realizing there were certain voids in my life right one of those voids was like i mentioned the fatherless void
That's when I started searching for love and affection and so many other things rather than seeking God. Right. That was like 18, 19 going into 20 years old. And by the age of 20, that's when I fully devoted my life to Christ.
Yeah. Yeah. And I think that was another area where in the beginning of our relationship and our friendship, that was another area where we really touched on.
One of the biggest areas.
The biggest areas is having that lack of a father figure, that affection, that attention. The only difference between our stories is that you lost your father. My father is still alive. We just don't have a relationship. But still, that void is equal in a lot of senses. Yeah, it's absence at the core. Yeah. And I think there's a...
There's a grieving that comes with that absence that's very hard to navigate. And I think the most difficult part about having an absence of a father figure and being neglected by a father figure is, how should I phrase this?
We begin to project that onto God.
That, it's more so we see, cool seeing God as a king and as authority, but we don't know how to see him as a father. And father is the highest attribute that God is at. Even when Jesus tells the disciples to pray, he's like, this is how you should pray. Our father who art in heaven. You dress him as father first. You dress him as father first.
Jesus could have instructed the disciples to say our king. Our lord. Our lord. Our friend. El Shaddai. Jireh. He could have said anything. But he said our father. And so God's highest calling is to be a father. And so I believe the biggest attack
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