Amoyea Hassan

I was experiencing DPDR every day. Not realizing that even me going back to that job at Zara, it was like a PTSD effect. Like I kept experiencing the panic attack over and over every single day. Then I had to quit. Kind of like OCD. Mmm.

I was experiencing DPDR every day. Not realizing that even me going back to that job at Zara, it was like a PTSD effect. Like I kept experiencing the panic attack over and over every single day. Then I had to quit. Kind of like OCD. Mmm.

I like how you mentioned the temptation part too, because a lot of people think when they come to Christ, they're not going to experience something ever again.

I like how you mentioned the temptation part too, because a lot of people think when they come to Christ, they're not going to experience something ever again.

right yeah and that was that that's the the biggest thing for me was kind of like i begin to go back and forth with god like okay i'm i gave my life to you i'm living for christ why am i still experiencing because the truth of the matter is it still happens here and there you know like i still experience sometimes i'll have like a mini panic attack or

right yeah and that was that that's the the biggest thing for me was kind of like i begin to go back and forth with god like okay i'm i gave my life to you i'm living for christ why am i still experiencing because the truth of the matter is it still happens here and there you know like i still experience sometimes i'll have like a mini panic attack or

the enemy tries to get into my mind wherever the case is right or i'll feel like i'm experiencing like that dpdr thing um but like you said it's about like how you handle it yeah and um before like the enemy would do this thing of trying to trap me because i started really experiencing in covid so i would be trapped in my home i wouldn't want to come out and i wouldn't even want to want to go to church like i wouldn't want to be around anyone and i started doing the opposite i started i started doing what god wanted me to do right so i started getting around people getting around community coming out of my room coming out of my shell

the enemy tries to get into my mind wherever the case is right or i'll feel like i'm experiencing like that dpdr thing um but like you said it's about like how you handle it yeah and um before like the enemy would do this thing of trying to trap me because i started really experiencing in covid so i would be trapped in my home i wouldn't want to come out and i wouldn't even want to want to go to church like i wouldn't want to be around anyone and i started doing the opposite i started i started doing what god wanted me to do right so i started getting around people getting around community coming out of my room coming out of my shell

And yeah, just is about how you treat the situation.

And yeah, just is about how you treat the situation.

It's crazy transitions.

It's crazy transitions.

with that there's a true crossover from 19 to 20 yes there is a true crossover because like i said like in those stages was when i started actually what they call it the frontal lobe i think like the the first part of my frontal lobe started i thought well i i'm pretty sure your frontal lobe fully develops when you're 25 oh okay

with that there's a true crossover from 19 to 20 yes there is a true crossover because like i said like in those stages was when i started actually what they call it the frontal lobe i think like the the first part of my frontal lobe started i thought well i i'm pretty sure your frontal lobe fully develops when you're 25 oh okay

but maybe you could just start maybe maybe i think i just started processing life different y'all understand what i'm saying she mad smart anyways like but um i there was like a part of me that started realizing certain things in my life right like um when i when leaving 19 going into 20 um realizing there were certain voids in my life right one of those voids was like i mentioned the fatherless void

but maybe you could just start maybe maybe i think i just started processing life different y'all understand what i'm saying she mad smart anyways like but um i there was like a part of me that started realizing certain things in my life right like um when i when leaving 19 going into 20 um realizing there were certain voids in my life right one of those voids was like i mentioned the fatherless void

That's when I started searching for love and affection and so many other things rather than seeking God. Right. That was like 18, 19 going into 20 years old. And by the age of 20, that's when I fully devoted my life to Christ.

That's when I started searching for love and affection and so many other things rather than seeking God. Right. That was like 18, 19 going into 20 years old. And by the age of 20, that's when I fully devoted my life to Christ.

One of the biggest areas.

One of the biggest areas.