Angie

So that's the first time I actually experienced it.

But when I became conscious and aware and a willing participant to the relationship, that was when I was like 21.

Yeah.

100%.

Since there was so much objectification and sexualization when I was a child, it...

made me believe that I had to be desirable to the opposite sex in order for me to feel worthy, right?

And I've discovered that through therapy and counseling over the years.

But if...

You didn't want to fuck me.

I didn't feel hot, right?

I didn't feel worthy.

Can I curse?

I'm sorry.

If you didn't want to, you know, sleep with me, I didn't feel like I was good enough, you know?

So that also branches off into separate things like self-image, issues, self-worth, you know?

You know, it can even develop eating disorders or anything like that.

I developed a lot of anxiety.

So yeah, definitely my childhood, you know, shaped the relationships that I got into.

What was your first serious relationship like?

Um, I was in high school and I was with him for like, I think two, three years.